One shots//Yoonmin

Memories

As Yoongi crept up the stairs,memories came flooding into his mind.
But he push those memories to the back of his head as he reached the attic.
He looked around.
It's been a while since he even step foot in the attic.
The dust are thick and he can even see cobwebs everywhere.

"I had to find time to clean these mess,"Yoongi mutteres to himself as he walked deeper into the attic.
He breathed out a breath of relief as he found the box he had been looking for.
The things inside that specific box are important.
And if he ever lost it,he won't be able to live down with the guilt in him.
Yoongi quickly moved the boxes away so he had a space to sit down.
His hands started shaking as he opened the box.
Yoongi bite back a sob as he pulls out the photo album.
That photo album held a lot of memories.
Be it sweet,funny,sad or mad.
Yoongi slowly opened the album as he caressed the faces in the pictures.
Jimin,my love.
Those are the exact words scribbled under the first picture.
As he slowly go through every single pictures,he can't help but recall how he even came to meet with Jimin,his soulmate.

-15 years ago-

Yoongi,also known as Suga is the most well-known composer.
Most of the artists and companies wanted to work with him but he always decline them.
This is because he aims for Jin Hit Entertainment.
When he received a call from that entertainment,he thought he was dreaming.
All of this is too good to be true.
The moment when he stepped into the entertainment,he already received his first project.
It's to come up with a few tunes for their singer,Jimin.
Yoongi don't really know who Jimin is until the Ceo,Jin,set up a meeting between the both of them.
He never heard of Jimin nor even know how he looked like until that meeting.
Well,let's just say Yoongi is whipped for Jimin.
Those plump lips,thick thighs and most importantly,that innoncent face.
It makes Yoongi wanted to protect Jimin from the world.

"Nice to meet you,producer Min,"Jimin smiles as he waves at Yoongi.
"Ni-Nice to meet you too,Jimin-ssi"
"Just call me Jimin.I hope we can get along well"
"Of course,Jimin.If you have any questions about the tune,you can always find me"
"I will,"Jimin bows as he leaves the room.
"Sorry,Yoongi.Jimin is busy preparing for the next concert so he had to go,"Jin hyung said as he guide me to my studio.
"So,this will be your studio from now on.Feel free to redecorate it"
"Thank you so much for this opportunity,Jin hyung"
"No problem"
After Jin leaves Yoongi alone in the studio,Yoongi looks around.
Cream-coloured wall with a few black furnitures.
This is definitely a dream come true for Yoongi.
Soon,a few months had passed and Jimin is getting more famous and of course,Yoongi is getting recognition for his works too.
Many artists would like to collaborate with Yoongi but he never takes up their offers.
He promised someone that he would only create the music for that specific person.
And that person is Jimin.
Not long after Yoongi joins the team,the both of them ended up falling for each other.
Of course,they had to keep their relationship a secret.
The whole journey is hard but love overcomes everything,right.
5 years soon passed and Jimin decided to terminate the contract.
Being an idol is fun but Jimin wanted to spend his time with Yoongi.

"It is truly a loss for us,Jimin.But I wish you all the best after you leave this building"
"Thanks hyung.Thanks for taking care of me and thanks for accepting me and Yoongi"
"Shut up,Jimin.You are just like my child.Come visit me,okay?"
"I will,"Jimin hugs Jin tightly before he depart.
Jimin never felt so free in his whole life.
The burdens,the stress and everything is finally lifted off his shoulders.
From now on,he is just gonna focus on his relationship with Yoongi.
They moved into a double-storey house together and they couldn't be any more happier.
But not all happy moments last.
A few years later,Jimin was diagnosed with terminal cancer.
It's already too late when they found out.
Yoongi even started working from home so he can take care of Jimin.
Jin hyung understand the whole situation and he even agrees with Yoongi's decision too.
Jimin's situation soon worsen and his health rate is dropping.
They can't do anything at all but just enjoy the moments they had right now.
Yoongi would get Jimin anything he wanted.
He would even go to the extent of making a blanket fort for him and Jimin.
He would binge watch all those cheesy dramas with Jimin.
He would sing for Jimin.
He would write songs just for Jimin.
He would even carry Jimin with him  wherever he goes.
Jimin was never out of his sight.
Jimin was never sad.
Jimin was happy.Very happy that he have no more regrets.

"Yoongi,"Jimin rasps out.
"Yes?"Yoongi asks as he looks down to his chest to see Jimin smiling at him.
"Will you bath me?I feel sticky"
"Of course.You don't have to ask.You know I would do anything for you"
"I love you"
"I love you too.So much that it hurts my heart,"Yoongi smiles as he carries Jimin into the toilet.
He undresses Jimin and place him carefully into the bathtub.
Once Jimin is settles in comfortably,Yoongi turns on the tap and started bathing Jimin.

"Will you wash my hair?"
"Of course,sweetheart"
Yoongi lathers the shampoo onto Jimin's hair and he massage Jimin's temple.

"Yoonie,do you know your massage are the best?"
"Really?Well,I'm glad you enjoyed it"
Jimin just giggles.
When Yoongi thinks it's time to wash off the shampoo,he scoops the water and carefully pours it over Jimin's head.
As he was combing through Jimin's hair,a few strands of his hairs are stuck to Yoongi's fingers.
This is not the first time already.
Jimin's hair is slowly falling off.
Yoongi quickly flush the hair down the toilet as he does not want to sadden Jimin.

"Stay here,alright.I will go get the towel"
Jimin nods his head weakly.
As Yoongi went to retrieve the towel,time is slowly ticking away.
So does Jimin's life.
Why is the god so cruel?Jimin thought as he can feel his consciousness slipping away.
When Yoongi steps into the bathroom,it's already too late.

"Minnie,I got it.The fluffiest towel for you,"Yoongi smiles as he sits behind Jimin.
But the only response he got is the sound of water dripping.

"Jimin?"Yoongi breathes out shakily as he caress Jimin's shoulder.
His body is cold.

"No,Jimin.You can't just leave like that,"Yoongi breaks down as he holds the now lifeless body in his arm.
If not for Jin checking in on Yoongi,no one would know for how long Yoongi had been holding Jimin in his arm.
The doctors even had to put Yoongi to sleep because Yoongi wouldn't let Jimin's body go.
Yoongi was miserable.
Jin even had Yoongi moves into his and NamJoon's house so they can keep an eye on him.
There are even a  few times where they caught Yoongi trying to take his own life.

"Why did you stop me?Jimin is gone.I have no more purpose living now,"Yoongi breaks down as he holds onto Jin tightly.
"Shut up,asshole.Do you think you are the only one miserable?Jimin is just like my child.I am sad too.Do you think Jimin would want to see you like this?"
"I just love him so much,hyung.I miss him so much"
"I know you do"
"Please help me.I really miss him,"Yoongi cries harder.
Yoongi had to move on sooner or later and he knew that.
Few weeks later after Jimin's funeral,Yoongi is back to his work.

"I'm glad your are able to pick up yourself,Yoongi.Jimin would be so proud of you,"Jin said as he pat Yoongi on the shoulder.
"I know.Thanks for being there for me,hyung.I owe you"
"No,you don't owe me.You owe Jimin. Stay healthy for him"
"I will"
Yoongi does cry once in a while when he misses Jimin too much.
His hug,cuddles,smiles,cooking and everything.
But Yoongi is sure that Jimin will be proud of Yoongi.

-Flasback ends-

Yoongi wipes away the stray tears as he place the album back into the box.
He was never able to let go of Jimin.
Yes,he did move on but Jimin has officially became a part of Yoongi.

"I love you too,Jimin-ah.Forever and ever,"Yoongi whispers as he stands up and leaves the attic.

Authors Note:
To the one that did not cry,congratulations.                                   To those who did, don't worry,you are not alone.