As I fall

Chapter Twenty One

Bella's POV

"I thought you'd want Rose?" Emmett asked confused. "Nope I would prefer my best friend... who wants me back instead of a scared little girl who's in denial."

Rosalie growled and I growled back, "oh come on Rose even your beast knows I'm your mate." Her eyes slowly turned black, "that's it Rose hand your control over to the sensible side of you."

"Come over her Alice and Jasper... you aren't switching covens we just need your help with the newborns with your gifts you should have the advantage."

The pair came over to our coven, "and if you need it we have blood for you to drink." Alice ran up to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh Bella I've missed you so much... being a vampire has been good to you and your wardrobe change is nice I'm liking the leather jacket look."

I blushed, "yeah it used to be Kate's she wanted me to wear it. You know how mates can get so I sort of don't have a wardrobe I just sort of borrow all their clothes."

Alice gasped, "Bella that's it as soon as you can go into the city we will." I looked at her confused, "Alice I can go into the city now why wouldn't I be allowed to?"

Alice turned to Tanya, "what is she talking about newborns have very difficult time being around humans?" Kate laughed, "not our Bella she actually has no trouble being around humans. That was another test Eleazar did."

Tanya stepped in, "human blood gives you more control." Alice turned to Jasper, "so Jasper wouldn't always be in pain?"

Alice asked and Irina got a blood bag, "he would be able to control himself more yes but this choice is up to you not us."

Alice took the blood bag and gave it to Jasper, "if either of you become monsters like the Denali's you can kiss your spot in this coven goodbye." Edward told them.

"Drink the blood Jasper I'd prefer you in control and calm then always in pain."

Jasper nod and drank the blood and moaned at the taste, "can... can I have one too please?" Alice looked up at Irina and she got out a second blood bag that was behind her back.

"Thought you'd say that..." she gave Alice the blood bag, "there you go." Alice and Jasper drank the blood bags and I could see just by Jasper's body language that he was calmer.

"Alice? Jasper? How do you feel?" Esme asked having never tasted human blood in her life. "So much better Esme I feel things I haven't felt in years," Jasper told his mother.

"How much blood bags do you have what if you run out feeding every 2-3 days?" Carlisle asked and Tanya shook her head, "Carlisle we only have to feed once a week if not more then that."

The doctor looked to his family then to me, "if we drink the blood will you let us help Bella and your coven with the newborn army?"

Tanya nod, "you don't need to change your diet to help. We will gladly except your help but I want no more talk about us being monsters."

Carlisle nod, "okay we will except that rule."