royals | carter baizen

the party

It had been three days since the Carter incident and Deliah hadn't been the same anybody could see it. She was hurt and she couldn't even get an apology from Carter because he had been fooling with other hoes. Deliah had purposely invited Carter to the minions birthday so she can show him what he was missing. Chanel had given her a brand new limited edition dress.

"Deliah you have listened to video games for the fifth time today I don't know how much more lana del ray I can handle" Blair shouts turning your playlist off.

"Sorry its just Carter will be here tonight and I don't want to end up embarrassed again" Deliah says clearly upset.

"Deliah you are a Waldorf somebody like Carter would be lucky to end up with you but for now you have dreamy Thomas York" Blair says stroking a photo of Thomas.

"Thank you Blair" Deliah snatches the photo out of Blairs hands.

Blair shrugs and leaves to get ready for the party she knew she had to do something to make Carter react. Luckily Blair was dating Chuck Bass. The legendary Chuck Bass was known for his scheming and he hated Carter Baizen with a burning passion.

"Hey Chuck its Blair I need your help with Carter Baizen" Blair says through the phone.

Deliah had looked like a goddess she was definitely the most beautiful person in the room. Thomas York her supposed boyfriend was her escort. They was the power couple. Carter had turned up which meant there was  going to be trouble. Deliah was speaking to the birthday girl about her current deal with Vogue.

"Hello Darling you look beautiful" Thomas says kissing Deliah's cheek bone.

Deliah had noticed Carter watching her from across the room she knew that he would kick off if she kissed Thomas I mean his enemy and "his girl" it wouldn't sit right with Baizen.

"Thomas I'm so happy you made it" Deliah says pulling him in for a romantic kiss one if it was with Carter would of melted her heart but it was with Thomas.

"I missed you too" Thomas chuckled.

Next thing Deliah knew Carter had dragged her to the elevator.

"What was that about!" Carter demanded.

"You said you would never be with me so what is the problem with me kissing Thomas" Deliah retaliated.

"Anybody but Thomas Deliah because that's not fair" Carter says showing hurt.

"Why is it not fair? I got tired of waiting for somebody who didn't want me but Thomas does! Carter just because I cannot have you doesn't mean I don't want you because that still lies" Deliah says looking for a sign that maybe he wants her too.

"Deliah I cant" Carter starts.

Deliah grabs his neck and kisses him just for that spark. She didn't expect to cry over the kiss. Carter was taken back but he kissed back the kiss was romantic yet needy but Carter fought it.

"Why wont you stop fighting it" Deliah says tears stinging her eyes.

Carter rubs a tear off her structured face and takes a breath in, he knew if he told her she wouldn't understand but he wanted nothing more to tell her.

"I cant give you a life you deserve Waldorf I thought you would of realised" Carter says before walking out leaving the brunette alone.

Deliah doesn't stay for the rest of the party but she goes to her bedroom. Anybody wouldn't of expected it from Deliah Waldorf but it had gotten to her.

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As the mascara is strolling down her face as she silently sobs to herself Deliah looks into her mirror. She grabs a lamp and throws it at the mirror. She hated what Carter had created. She was unstable at this point. Her chest pumping in and out while gasping for air. She wanted the pain to go away even if was momentary nobody but her could provide that escape.

Her stained eyes wondering to the shattered glass at the other end of the room. Deliah stroked her soft petite arms she knew if she did it they would be scarred but at that moment she didn't care. It would atleast numb this feeling.

She crawled to the destruction she caused and grabbed a simple piece of broken glass as she pressed it to her skin she had gasped but the blood flow put her at ease. Deliah had closed her eyes while all she felt was blood loss from her new wounds.

After momentary ease she decided to clean up after her self sweeping the broken glass and cleaning the marks. She then decided to order a brand new mirror. She put some pyjamas with long sleeves on a decided to cuddle into bed.