shadow || M.YG

9. He's Out Of Your Life

Yoongi stared blankly at the tv as he thought that today would be the day. You two were cuddled up on the couch. "I know you still have feelings for Zoey, but this is nice." You said as you snuggled farther into his chest.

He caressed the top of your head. "Who said I still have feelings for her?" He said looking down at you. Your calm form tensed a little at that.

"So...you don't have feelings for her anymore?" You looked up at him in curiosity. He shook his head. "Why think about her when I have you?"

You started to blush. Yoongi pushed your chin up gently so that your lips would touch. His hand slowly traveled up your shirt.

One thing led to another and the both of you were lying on the bed awkwardly laughing at each other. "Was that your first time too?" He asked, confused over why you two were both horrible.

"Yep." You said, trying to hide your embarrassment by leaning on his bare chest. "Well, we'll just have to keep on doing it until we get it right." He pinned you down on the bed.

~~~

Yoongi pulled you into the room. Your head was hanging low. "Y/n, I know you guys have a history," PD-nim said in a calming tone. The whole of BTS was still surprised that Yoongi could get himself into this mess.

"These pictures are everywhere," Jungkook said, his voice laced with pity. "To protect everyone's reputation, Yoongi shouldn't be around Y/n at all," PD-nim said.

Hearing that made Yoongi's stomach sink a little. "So we can't see each other?" You asked with a slight smirk. That was all you ever wanted. For him to not be around you.

~~~

Asher was the one pacing back and forth in the living room. Zara was fidgeting. Zoey rolled her eyes again. "You guys need to relax. Big Hit has this covered." The two knew that she was right but still were worried.

Soon the front door opened and you came in with the black hat over your head. You walked into the room where everyone was waiting. Raising your head everyone saw the smile that was your face.

"To protect everyone's reputation, Yoongi can't be around me at all." You took off the hat and handed it back to Zara. "So does this mean no more Yoongi in your life?" Asher asked your giddy form.

"If I play the cards right, yes." You said while plopping yourself on the couch. Zoey scoffed. "He's not that easy to get rid of. Yoongi is like a shadow. You can't get rid of him."

Once again, Zoey isn't wrong. After your break up with him, he managed to still be in your life through Zoey. And just as you thought you got him out of your life, he offered you a job.

All of a sudden, your phone started to ring. Once you saw the name, you rolled your eyes. "Speaking of the devil." You picked up the phone with a sigh.

"I know that you just got home, but I just wanted to know if you are okay." He said through the phone. You knew that he only cared for you when the situation involved him.

"I'm fine. No fans have found Zoey's house yet." You said, giving him all the answers to any possible questions he might've had.

"Glad to hear you're safe." He said trying to continue the conversation. You sighed. "Yoongi, this is my chance to get you out of my life. Please...just leave me alone." You finally told him what you've been trying to say for the past 7 years.

"Okay. I'll leave you alone." He said in a monotone voice. A smile appeared over your face. "But you have to get rid of Asher and Zoey as well." You wanted to get rid of Zoey, but Asher.

He's another innocent in this situation. But you needed to start over. "Deal." You heard a sigh come from the other line. "I'm serious when I say that I will miss you."

You rolled your eyes. "Bye Yoongi." You hung up the phone and rested it back on the table. "I finally got Yoongi out of my life." Everyone was happy. Everyone except for the person that put you in this mess.

~~~

Seven Months Later

You were in the studio trying to come up with a new beat. You had been in there the entire night. The door finally opened. "Y/n? Why are you still here?" Brooklyn asked with a cup of coffee in the left hand.

"I have to get this finished today." You said while trying to fix the smallest of details on your computer. She sat down on the couch with a smile on her face. "Guess what I heard from our boss?"

"What?" You asked leaning closer to the computer. "Big Hit is looking for someone to help produce music." Brooklyn leaned back on the couch. You laughed.

"They better stay away from me." You mumbled. Brooklyn ended up hearing you. "What do you mean by that?" She asked confusingly. "The last time I had been inside Big Hit was when Yoongi had that dating scandal."

You laughed again. Brooklyn scoffed. "I wasn't mad about the fact that he was dating someone. I was mad because he didn't tell us." You stopped typing and looked at her.

"Were you one of the people that went to the girl's house?" She nodded her head and realized something. "Wait! You were inside the Big Hit building at that time?!"

You turned back around to work on the music. "Yes." You answered. Her face reflected on the screen of your computer. "Are you the girl Yoongi was caught kissing?"

You pause for a moment and said, "Yes." She leaned back on the couch. "I'm so sorry for banging down your house." You turned back around to her. "I wasn't in there anyway."

Your phone started to ring. Looking at the name, your mouth hung open. Asher? You answered the phone and stepped outside.

"Hello?" You said while leaning against the wall. "Y/n. A lot of things have changed since you left." You rolled your eyes. "Get to the point Asher." You said in a demanding tone.

"After you left, Zoey started to hoe around and ended up pregnant." He said in a very fast manner. "I lost the house and I'm moving from hotel to hotel."

You didn't know that you would have this type of effect on people. "And Yoongi..." Asher trailed off. Your foot was tapping in anticipation. "He has been really struggling to write songs. Yoongi even has trouble sleeping."

"What about Zara?" You asked, hoping she was the only one to not lose her mind. "She got tired of dealing with Zoey's bullshit and left," Asher said. You hummed in response.

"We really miss you, Y/n." He said, on the verge of tears. "You really should have shown me this when I was there." You hung up the phone and saw your boss making his way towards you.

"Y/n, I have a new job for you." He said while smiling. You absolutely hated your boss. Mr. Smith is really egotistical. "What is it, sir?" You asked with an expressionless face.

"You will be working for Big Hit starting in two days." He clapped his hands and walked away. You couldn't even protest. Leaving you dumbfounded.

Opening the door to the studio, you're shocked form made eye contact with Brooklyn. "What happened?" She asked as she got up from the couch.

~~~

Yoongi was in the studio, confused about what to do. Everything he tried sounded horrible. He was thankful that Big Hit could help him with this problem.

Yoongi pulled his phone out of his pocket and looked at his lock screen. A picture of you two before everything went downhill.