Will you catch me when I fall? (Shawn mendes)

Chapter 15: i suck at naming these whoops

I'm horrible. I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER

Anyways, this is almost at 300! Ik that's not a lot but it means a lot to me!

~b

My heart was slamming itself against my ribcage. The flimsy bone cage keeping it from escaping my chest will surely snap any second.

The note is clenched in my fist, which had lost all pigment. I have not touched the bullet. That small brass item could end my life, eliminating any proof of me, and anything I've ever done. sure, I've thought about suicide, maybe even attempted it, but if im going to die, I want it to be at the tip of my own knife.

"What does it say?" Shawns voice thunders through my thoughts.

"I, I can't. I just cant" my fingernails pierce the flesh of my hand as I say this. My ever beating heart stops, and blackness swarms my vision.

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Shawn P.O.V.

"Sir you do realize this is the second time you have brought Amara to the ER just this week right?" The smart mouth nurse rudely points out. it's not like I meant for her apparently abusive dad to have a death threat against her, or that psycho bitch to slit her wrists.

I nod at the nurse, who gives me the injury reports paired with a scowl. The cushions on this couch are too hard, my butt hurts. Standing up takes too much effort. Laying on the ground would make me look childish. I settle on the hard seated couch and start on the papers. but I cannot stay still. my hands twitch, then my eyes, and my feet tap the ground, my eyes wonder the room. I soon realize that I was writing my name but just left a long trail of ink stretched across the page.

"Mr. Mendes?" I stand up at the announcement of my name, and follow the woman to a room.

I clench my eyes, expecting the worse but hoping for the best.

I would have much rather had the worst.

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My ears are going to fall off from all of her screams. Her prosthetic arm is flung through the air in emphasis as she rants. She goes on and on about her father, and her life, and her lost arm, and her broken family. She says the empty words that I have heard a million times. newspapers all across the nation mourned for this girls family, yet nobody mourned for her.

She's a broken girl.

I'm have the super glue.

I'm just waiting for the chance to fix her.

This chapter is super confusing... just a filler though. I PROMISE to have more chapters out if you vote????

~b