My insane obsession

Part 4

In the car, the trip was tense. Neither spoke. Until in a moment he held my hand, caressing it. I broke down crying. And so I went until I got to the apartment.

We went up in the elevator, holding each other, he kissed my head to calm me down. We entered the apartment. He gave me a soft kiss and wiped away my tears.

G: - You are suffering, Céline.

C: - Of course I am suffering! Do you think I am insensitive?

G: - That's not what I meant. I know you suffer because you wanted to be with me.

C: - I want to, but I can't!

G: - Céline, I love you so, so much. And we complete each other so well, you know. It is something special. This is a unique thing in life. We must not get lost.

C: - I don't want to lose you. But I have nothing to do .....

G: - I know. I understand your reasons and I think you are very noble. All right. Maybe this was not even our time. But I will wait for you. I will always be here for you. When you want, just look for me.

C: - No. This is not right! It is not right and it is not fair to you. Will you live on crumbs?

G: - I prefer to live on crumbs than to have nothing from you. 

C: - You have to get on with your life. Find someone who loves you, someone who is available to you. You deserve complete love.

G: - Looking for someone? For what? What is the use of looking for if I have already found the woman of my life? I will wait for you and, if one day you are ready for me, that day I will be the happiest man in the world!

I threw myself into his arms, into his mouth. He carried me to his bed and we made love like there was no tomorrow. I felt him so inside me, firm, vigorous, strong, his weight, his skin, his saliva, his warmth, his lust, love, desire, sighs and pleasure ... he didn't want to let go of me anymore, he squeezed me a lot while I was in your arms after loving me and I felt a tear fall down my arm. He suffered, I suffered, love hurt. As if it were the last time. A farewell.

I followed my life. He followed his. In early June my doctors confirmed my pregnancy. Finally I would make my life's dream come true, to be a mother.

The first weeks of pregnancy were complicated, I practically did not get out of bed to guarantee the continuity of the pregnancy. I was completely focused on this pregnancy. I didn't think about anything anymore. The joy I had was so great! All of this helped me to forget him. Or if you don't forget, at least keep your mind occupied with other thoughts.

The first months passed and now my baby was already very strong. I felt very well and could do a lot of activities normally. At 5 months of gestation, my belly was already very large.

And finally, September arrived. The day I met Garou in the studio for the recording of "Sous le vent".

Meeting him was so confusing, a mix of emotions. Firstly, when he saw me, when he saw my belly, he was shocked, I think he hadn't realized how I would be, it didn't cross his mind. He was embarrassed, desolate. But after the shock of the first impact was over, the joy with which he was at being beside me was so evident.And I also felt very good about him. It was strange, pregnant, and I felt good about it, at ease. Well, better that way, both of us relaxed than with tension in the air. The music was so beautiful! The duet was perfect. It was not necessary to repeat many times. We also made a video in the studio, it would be released before the official video clip.

At the end of the day, when he said goodbye, he congratulated me on the baby, said that he was happy to see me happy and that he knew how much it meant to me to have a child. He wished me luck and health for the baby. He gave me a tight kiss on the cheek, as he always did when we were in public, and he was gone.....

And I stood there, devastated, wanting him to stay.

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