25 Days of Troyler

December 20th

Tyler POV

Troye's arms wrapped around my waist as we laid together on the couch entangled in each other like we were inseparable. I was in the perfect position that I could discretely watch him as he stared blankly at the wall, drifting away from reality and into a daydream. I always wonder what he thinks about, I hope he thinks about me as much as I think about him. The amount of times my mind always manages to wander back to thoughts of his perfect eyes or his gorgeous smile a day is unfathomable but I don't mind having the picture of him constantly flashing across my mind because even when he’s not by my side it's a constant reminder of how much I really do love him.

The t.v. was playing softly, creating a white noise in the background as my entire world focused in on Troye. It might seem obsessive to be this consumed with someone's presence but I can't help it, he just captures me until I can't feel anything but the immense love I have for him. He's like a drug, but instead of harming me he keeps me sane. Instead of producing disastrous affects and sending me on a high to escape he creates an aura around me that makes me want to live life and love every second of it. He is like my very own happy little pill.

As my thoughts took over my nerves and impulses I couldn't help but find myself smiling as I stared up at him. It was a fairly regular occurrence, giving the fact that I couldn't suppress my joy when I was around him. He made me feel a way no one has ever made me feel before, even when we were as close as we could possibly be I just wanted to be closer. I craved him being near me, it was almost like I wasn't complete unless I had him beside me.

He kept on staring at the wall, completely oblivious to the rest of the world, scrunching up his nose in the most adorable way as he got lost in his own thoughts. His lips were drawn into a straight line and his perfect blue orbs glistened against the small rays of sunlight cascading through the transparent window as the day turned to night. I felt a knot in the pit of my stomach, not because of anything other than how simply infatuated I was with his every move that had me falling even more in love with him by the second.

Bells started ringing throughout the room and as I peeled my eyes away from Troye to look at the t.v. where the sound had come from my eyes widened in a mixture of shock and excitement. On the t.v was a commercial for the annual Christmas animal exhibit they have at the zoo. It was going on from December 13th through December 20th. December 20th. Wait that was today.

I immediately sat up and my sudden movement startled the boy lying underneath me. He looked at me with a dazed look in his eyes, clearly confused by my sudden sharp movement.

"Everything okay Tilly?" He asked with a slight undertone of concern in his teasing voice.

"It's December 20th." I said as I jumped off of the couch and left the warm arms of my lovely boyfriend.

"I didn't realize I was dating a walking calendar." Troye smirked as he sat up and looked at me.

"Want to do something fun?" I said but I wasn't really asking him, we were going to the zoo whether he wanted to or not.

"Do I have to get off the couch to participate in today's activities?"

"Yes. Now get your jacket." I ordered as I quickly leaned down to peck the tip of his nose and happily skipped over to the closet where all of our jackets and shoes were.

I heard a dissatisfied mumble come from the direction of Troye but obviously he wasn't as upset as he made it seem because just moments later he was standing right behind me slipping his jacket on his thin arms. I smiled to myself accepting the fact that neither of us could stand to be apart for more than 10 seconds, this was going to be insanely hard when he went back home but we would figure it out. We always did.