It was hot. I was burning all over. Joni undid the clasp of my bra and slowly enveloped my breast with his hand. He did that while I steadily grind on him.
"Mmmmm..." I purred in his mouth when his fingers found my pebble like nipple.
"So soft and hard at the same time." He teased.
My mind was going haywire from the sensation. Hindi ko na namalayan when he successfully took off my shirt and bra. I was just moving and following him. I was completely hypnotized. He borrowed his head between my boobs while both his hand started squeezing them. His fingers pulling and rolling my nipples.
"Ahhh... ahhh... ohhhh...." I moaned as he kissed, licked and bit the flesh between them.
I hugged his head for support. He was assaulting every sensitive part of me. His huge bulged still grinding and trying to poke my wet core.
"Lourie...." He called out my name as his mouth found a nipple of mine. "Just like how I imagined them. Pink."
He flicked my nipple with his tongue. Licking it like a candy.
"Stop teasing..." I complained and I gently pulled his soft hair.
He looked up at me. Lust in his eyes.
"A little more." He said as his tongue teased my nipple more.
I let out some soft moans as little electricity moves around my back. Then he sucked it. He sucked my nipple hard.
Napaliyad ako to give him more access. One of his hand continued kneading my other breast as his mouth devoured the other nipple. While his arm snaked around my waist to support my back.
Unti-unti ay hinihiga na niya ako.
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More drinks and more shots went around. Everyone was just having clean fun. Kapag may mga so relatable songs ang tumutugtog ay bigla na lang magkakantahan ang mga tao. People would stand up from their seats, jump, and head bang to the songs. Halos na kalimutan na ng mga tao na naglalaro pa sila ng truth or dare.
Ako naman ay kumakanta lang na naka-upo. Hindi pa rin tinatanggal ni Joni ang kamay niya sa tagiliran ko. Hindi ko na sinita. Pagbibigyan ko ang aking sarili for the last time.
Lord. Just this once. Give me this moment.
Bigla tumugtog ang isang familiar intro. Bigla ako nahyper. Everyone howled too and started singing the song.
Coming out of my cage.
And I've been doing just fine.
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all.
I looked at Joni as I sang. He was singing along with the song too. Napatayo ako and I pulled Joni with me.
It started out with a kiss.
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss; it was only a kiss?
I was dancing and headbanging. Everyone was doing the same. Until it came to the chorus and it felt we were a choir because everyone just belted.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr. Brightside!
Joni and I were looking at each other. Holding our hands while we sang with everybody. Pero hindi pa man tapos ang kanta ay bigla ako nahilo. Maybe I was headbanging too much.
I pulled away from Joni and ran out of the area. I found a plant box to throw up all my gut out.
Hindi ko namalayan that Joni was already behind me. He was patting my back as he held my hair. I probably looked like shit.
"Don't look at me." I tried to shoo Joni away from me.
"Iinom-inom tapos susuka." He teased but then he handed me a bottle of water.
I made face at him. Then I took the bottle out of his hand at inubos ito.
"Thanks." I mouthed.
"Did you even eat before coming here?" Sampok ang mga kilay niya when he asked me.
Napakagat ako ng labi ko at umiling.
"Such a baby." He ruffled my hair like a puppy.
My stomach churned and I had to throw up my guts again. Hapong-hapo ng inubos ko ang laman ng tiyan ko. Napa-upo lang ako sa kabilang plant box matapos isuka ko na lahat.
It was an overwhelming feeling when he started patting my head.
Siguro na rin sa dami ng alak na ininom ko. Bumuhos bigla ang mga emosyon ko.
I love this boy in front of me. So much. So much it hurts.
"Hoy bat ka umiiyak diyan? Baka sabihin nila inaaway kita rito." Salpok ang kilay niya haang inaalo ako pero halata naman na nag-aalala talaga siya sa akin.
Kumapit ako buong braso niya.
"Mamiss kita. Sobra." My tears were non-stop. I was a broken waterworks.
"Sandali. I'll get you another water bottle. Madedehydrate ka sa kakaiyak."
Tinanggal niya ang kamay niya at lumayo. Humikbi ako lalo.
Shit. I love him so much.
Bumalik siya na hindi lang tubig ang dala kundi tissue at pati jacket niya. Binalabal niya ang fraternity jacket niya sa akin. He handed me the water and some tissue after. Umupo siya sa tabi ko while I try compose myself.
I silently dried my tears, but little sobs would still escape from me. When I finished up the water he gave, I felt way better.
I just leaned on his shoulder. I feel super defeated. He slowly draped his arms around my shoulder and slowly patted and caressed my disheveled hair.
"Thank you." I whispered sa paos na boses.
"Any time. You must be tired." He said in matter of fact while I nodded to confirm.
"Magpaalam muna ako sa sisses." I said and I sat straight.
"Ok na. Naipalam na kita bago ako bumalik rito." Tumayo siya at tumayo na rin ako. "Hatid na kita sa unit mo." He offered.
I was going to nod but I remembered the pack boxes and my luggage are ready in my unit. It made me feel sad. I have only at least one more day to spend time with him.
Umiling ako.
"Ayoko pa umuwi."
