A LITTLE MORE (Complete)

SIX

I was now on laying on the floor while Joni was now on top of me. His mouth not cutting contact with my nipple.

Like instinct, I raised one of my leg and wrapped the lower part of his body. I don't want to break the grinding of our sexes together even if they're still fully clothed.

His hand from my back slowly moved to my sides. He caressed my curves until he slowly slipped it in under my skirt.

"Ang lambot... ang kinis..." he rasped like he can't believe my legs felt like that.

He caressed my thighs up and down.

Halos hindi ako makahinga from the anticipation.

"Joni!" I called his name and his lips covered mine as he cupped my center.

He palmed it slowly as his tongue played with mine roughly.

"You're so damn wet..." he groaned between our wild kisses.

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We ended up at Joni's fraternity brod's house na located sa loob subdivision where the party was held.

"Make yourselves at home. Gamitin niyo na lang ang dalawang guest room sa baba." His fraternity brod handed us his spare house keys.

"Ok lang ba talaga, bro?" Joni shyly scratched his head.

"Gago. Sige na. Tignan mo yang si Lourie hindi na makatayo ng maayos." His bro pushed us away. "Awayin pa ako ng mga sisses niya."

"Thanks bro. Sayo ko talaga iiwan ang noted ko." Joni smiled sheepishly.

"May beer at pagkain sa ref. Magrummage na lang kayo kung nagugutom kayo. Wala namang tao doon."

"Thank you!" I waved and smiled at Joni's brod.

We started walking out of the venue. Nagpaalam na ako sa mga kilala ko pang nakakasalubong.

"Kaya mo pa maglakad?" Joni asked.

"Uhum." I nodded. "3 blocks away lang naman. Kaya pa."

He smiled at me and proceeded to take my hand and lead the way. We were both silent.

I enjoyed the moment. What if sabihin ko sa kanya how I really felt? Will anything change?

I looked up at him. He looked down at me with eyebrows furrowed.

"What? Why are you looking at me like that?" He grinned.

"Hindi ka lang matalino. Ang gwapo mo rin pala." I teased.

"Ulol mo, Lourie." He tried to nudge my head but I was fast enough para hindi niya ako mahawakan.

I let go of his hand and run towards the house with same house number given to us.

Pagkapasok namin ng bahay ay nagrummage pa kami kusina at ref.

We sat there at the dark on the kitchen counter. Just munching on some chips and drinking our beers. We were just talking and still reminiscing.

Again, I can't remember the conversation we were having. All I know once again is the feeling. I was happy. I was happy just talking and chatting with Joni. My best friend. The guy I love.

I didn't think clearly of the other consequences. It was now or never.

Umalis siya sa pagkakaupo para kumuha ulit ng beer sa ref. Instead of sitting beside me. Tumayo siya across me and he leaned back at the other kitchen counter.

"Ayan ka naman. Natulala ka na naman sa akin. Sobrang gwapo ng best friend mo ano." He teased.

"Ang hangin. Signal number 3." Asar ko sa kanya.

Fuck. Ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. I felt like I was going to run a race.

"Ganda ka ghorl?" He retorted which I didn't have the will na gumawa ng funny comeback.

Kailangan ko na umpisahan. Lord give me strength.

"Hey, can I ask you something?" I started.

"Ay biglang seryoso. Sige. Ano yun?" He grinned.

That boyish grin. Lintik. Diyan ako nahulog sa kanya.

"Am I crazy?" I asked.

"Depends on the context." He shrugged. "I'd say that you make boys go crazy."

Umismid ako. I was tempted to retort him pero hindi iyon ang mission ko.

"Am I crazy for wanting a little more?" I asked again more seriously now.

"A little more what?" He replied as he opened his bottle of beer and had a swig of it.

"Will it be selfish for wanting a little more?" My voice broke a little as I asked him.

Natigilan siya sa paglaklak ng alak.

I was close to tears. My emotions are really high. My heart is really beating wildly. I was trying to control my breathing.

"Get to the fucking point, Lourie." He said in all seriousness.

"Joni, I..." I bit my lips hard. Can I say it? Can I say it now? "Joni... can I have a little more ... a little more of you? Cause I ... I love you." I finally said it.

My tears started falling when he stood there looking stunned.

Lumabas ang isang malakas na hikbi sa bibig ko. I have to cover my mouth and bite my lips hard from letting more cries come out.

"You know what... Just forget it." I dried my tears away but it won't stop.

Nanginginig ako. Plano ko bumaba ng kitchen counter at tumakbo palabas sana ng bahay. Pero hindi ko namalayan na nakalapit na pala si Joni sa akin.

He was imprisoning me between his arms and legs while I sat there in the kitchen counter.

"Please... can you let me go. I feel so humiliated right now." I pleaded and hid my face from him.

I was crying on my palms when I felt his head bumped on mine.

"All this time..." He said in disbelief.

He tried to remove my hands which were covering my face.

"Please ... stop..." I protested but he successfully freed my face from my hands.

"Lourie... Please look at me... please..." he pleaded

I was afraid to look at him in the eyes. One of his hand went to my cheeks. I flinched from his touch.

"I know it's too late... but all I want is just a little more. It sounds selfish but..."

I was caught off guard when he crashed his lips to mine.

I was stunned pero wala akong may nagawa when his tongue went in. I melted. I melted in his arms. I responded to his demanding mouth and tongue.

It was pure bliss kissing someone you love.

Hindi ko alam kung gaano katagal magkahinang ang aming mga labi. Parang wala kaming pakialam kong maubusan man kami ng hininga. 

Nothing could stop us we deepened the kiss more. There was a string of saliva trail between our lips when we ended our wild kiss. He quickly wiped it off my lips. Both are breathing was erratic.

I opened my eyes to look up at him. I saw pain in his eyes but there was also relief. And was I kidding myself? I also saw love and tenderness.