He's the one!

Hopeless

Jens POV:
That night, Marc and I are driving home and it's kinda quiet. I wanted to ask what was wrong but I kind of liked the silence. As we get home I see Marc get out and slammed the door shut like he was upset ab something. Marc is very sensitive and every little thing upsets him in some way. As I walk in the front door, I see Marc standing at the kitchen counter looking straight at me with eyes of fire. I set my purse down and said "baby what's wrong. Is everything ok do you need anything?" He just stood there in silence and finally answered. "Don't think I don't know why we went to that game." He says angrily. "What are you talking about. I wanted to take you to the game to try and recreate our first date." I said nervous now because maybe he did find out...... but how? "What ab when you asked me to stay back for a bit, did you not think I didn't see you looking at Alex Rodriguez the ENTIRE FUCKING TIME?!?!" "Baby I-" "NO, YOU KNOW WHAT JEN THATS THE LAST TIME!! IM DONE, WERE DONE! DONT EXPECT ME TO STAY TILL MORNING ILL HAVE DIVORCE PAPERS AT THIS HOUSE BY TOMORROW. Maybe now you can be with Alex....." I just stood there in shock trying to process what he just said. Everything just hit me at once and I ran upstairs, locked the door, and cried my heart out. "Could I have made this work, was I not trying hard enough, did he not love me anymore?" I sat there for hours just wondering if I could really mentally get a divorce. I finally got the courage to go downstairs hoping Marc was in the office or something. Luckily he was and I just grabbed a glass of water and headed back up quietly. I tried putting myself to sleep, but I heard to door. I opened one eye slightly to see that it was Marc and then quickly closed it. He thought I was asleep so he was very quiet while packing his stuff. "I can't believe this is actually happening" I say in my head. I rolled my eyes and tried going to sleep for real this time, but I heard the door close soon after. I hear keys jangle downstairs and the front door unlock. The next thing I knew, my soon to be ex-husband was out of the house and driving away forever. I could not for the life of me go to sleep so I decided to go out for a little drink. It wasn't too late so I put on a jean jacket, some niyama sol leggings with camo, and some vans and headed to the bar. There, I knew I could see the only person who makes me feel better.... my best friend Leah.

Alex POV:
"That was one hell of a game." Cynthia said. "Yea ig" Alex said with disappointment. "What's wrong baby, how could you possibly be upset? You just played one of the best games of your career tonight." She said with confusion. I was kind of tuning her out because all I could think about was that beautiful woman and it was killing me. "Alex are you even listening to me?" I could tell she was starting to get angry and since I wasn't paying attention I'm not really sure why. "Ok, since you're not paying attention...... I cheated on you last week..." as soon as I hear her say that all of a sudden I'm focused. "YOU WHAT?!? AFTER EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH?!? HOW COULD YOU?!?!" At this point I am so mad I can't even think straight. "Oh so now you wanna listen huh. I only said that-" "NO YOU SAID WHAT YOU SAID CYNTHIA. DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT CHEAT ON ME....." she stands there in silence playing with her fingers and finally says "y- yes, and I'm so sorry it will never happen again." She was standing there in the verge of tears. "DAMN RIGHT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN BECAUSE IM DONE, WERE DONE." I stop for a second and realize what I just said. Cynthia looks terrified at the way I just yelled at her, but if she wanted this to work out she would not have done that. After a couple minutes of silence I finally tell Cynthia to get out. She was staying at my apartment in NYC and it was time she leaves. About 2 hrs later, she's done packing and comes down stairs. "Alex..." she said. "What" I said out of pure frustration and anger. "I love you." I look up and she's staring at me with tears in her eyes. "I love you too, I hope you find someone who loves you and appreciates you the way I do." I said as I was on the verge of tears too but I had to put on a brave face until she leaves for good. She slowly turns around and heads toward to door, she opened it, never looking back, and headed down the hallway out of my apartment forever. I stood there with so many emotions flooding in. I decided that I should take a load off and go for a quick drink at this local bar my team and I usually go to. This was definitely a night I don't wanna remember. A couple drinks can't hurt right?