He's the one!

Vacation

Jens POV:
So...... alex found the texts. I'm so mad at myself right now. I didn't cheat on him....well not really. The guy that keeps texting me, isn't even cute or nice. He's just some guy i fucked while with Alex  I know that sounds bad, but alex and I weren't exactly official yet. I guess that guy put his number in my phone, but never his name. I only text him back to tell him to stop texting me but he doesn't get the hint. It's so annoying because when Alex saw that text my heart dropped. I didn't want him to find out because I didn't think it was that big of a deal considering I wasn't doing anything with him. I felt bad for making alex think I cheated on him because we both know how that feels. But does he not trust me? Why did he all of a sudden jump to conclusions? Alex is the love of my life. I can't even deal with the fact that I didn't delete this guys number sooner. Ugh is he gonna talk to me, or are we just gonna fight this whole vacation? I feel so bad I just wish he would let me explain, but he's so mad that he can't even look at me.

Alex POV:
What the actual fuck did I just see? Is she really cheating? I don't understand. Why would she do something like that. Maybe there's another explanation for this. Maybe it's just a friend. But why wouldn't she have her friends name saved in her phone. This is all so confusing, but I think I'm gonna go back in and try to talk to her without blowing up. I walk back inside from the balcony, and go in the room. I'm so mad there might as well be steam coming out of my ears. Jen is sitting in the be crying. It makes my heart hurt to see her so sad. I'm so mad right now, but seeing her crying is making me tone down a bit.

Jens POV:
I'm so devastated. I'm crying my eyes out and then I see Alex out of the corner of my eye walking towards me. He sits down and puts his arm around me trying to comfort me. It feels good to know that he hasn't completely given up on me. "Alex baby let me explain. I didn't cheat on you, I would never. You're the love of my life. I only love you and nobody else. I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you sooner. That guy that was texting me was somebody that I hooked up with earlier after the night we had sex. Leah told me that I get too attached to people, and she was right because I caught feeings for you so quick it scared me. To get my mind off you, I went and fucked another guy. You can call me a hoe because that's what I am. "No you're not don't say that." He says. "I never meant for you to find out this way, and I know how you must've felt because we both have been cheated on and it makes you feel like absolute shit. Alex again I'm so sorry. You mean the world to me and I don't want to be with anybody else but you. I guess I just thought that you were too good for me and if we didn't work out, I would have this dumb as guy to fall back on so I wouldn't completely get my heart broken. I know that sounds bad but then you gave me three beautiful kids, hopefully we can make more amd such a beautiful family. I'm so grateful to have you in my life, and I am so so sorry that I made you feel like this." I just poured my heart out to him and I feel a little better now that he knows everything. He just stares at me with a blank expression on his face. I hope he's not still mad. He can't be. I told him the truth and nothing but.

Alex POV:
"That's a lot to take in." I say. "Baby I'm-" "Jen dont, it's ok. I'm so sorry that I jumped to conclusions. I love you so much. But I have to ask....... was he better than me?" "Huh?" She says. "Oh- I- no he was actually really small, and didn't really get the job done." She says giggling. "Oh one more question." "Yea..." "Did you really get attached to me when we first met?" "Of course I did, I mean look at you!" She says softly. I'm still mad she didn't tell me, but she's my wife and we can't fight forever. "Mmm look at yourself." I say. I'm pretty sure the sex we are about to have is going to put a baby in her but I can't say just yet.

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Jens POV:
Last day of the trip....
It's the last day of this amazing vacation, and I can't believe we're about to go home. I've been awake for a couple minutes and alex is still asleep. His big, muscular arms are around me, and it's so comforting. I want to get up but I don't wanna wake him. "Alex" I whisper. "Baby wake up." I say shaking him this time. "5... more.. minutes." He says rolling over. "No we gotta get packed it's the last day!" I practically have to drag him out of the bed but he's finally gets up.

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We're on the plane and I'm so excited but nervous to see the kids. I have this weird feeling in my stomach. "Alex baby I don't feel good." I say resting my shoulder on him. "Do you need water? Are you one your period, so you need me to massage you?" He's  so sweet. "No baby I- I jus-" I couldn't even finish my sentence when I run to the bathroom throwing up. I don't know if it's because of the plane ride, but I don't think so because I've been on a plane many many times and never felt like this. Oh god I CANNOT be pregnant again. Four kids?!?! How's alex gonna react. We already have our hands full with 3. Oh god. Should I tell him? I think I'll wait till we land and just play it off as I ate something bad. Hopefully he'll buy it.

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Alex POV:
I'm worried about Jen she's been acting weird lately and I think she knows something I don't. I don't bring it up though I'm just going to wait for her to tell me.

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"Daddyyyyy" Natasha says running up to me. "Hi baby girl did you miss mommy and daddy?" "Yesssssss!" She squeals with her little baby voice. Jen and I thank leah and Angelo and pay them because we know how hard it must've been. We walk over to max and Emme and they're playing blocks with each other. Jen played with them and hugged and kissed the hell outta them. I'm glad jen and I took this trip. It makes me want a bigger family. Does she want more kids? It's up to her so we'll see. We're just gonna relax and play with the kids for now. Maybe it'll come up later.

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