Heaven.

ONE

The last day of freshman year, I'm gonna miss it here. I've made some really good friends, but I don't know when I'll see them again. I'm moving back to Canada with my mom and siblings. I've made good friends while in California, so I'm kind of upset. I always have to move from one place to another and I wish I could just stay in one area. Hopefully Canada is the last place we're staying at.

I've moved from New Jersey, North Carolina, back to New Jersey, New York, Canada, California, and back to Canada. Although, sometimes I do miss living in New Jersey because that's where I was born, where all my family is, where all the remixes are created aka "Jersey Club," and where most of my friends are. My original friends and I'm shy, so it takes time before I make new friends or acquaintances but I manage to do so.

It's just sometimes I'm known as "that one new girl." Well that's what I've heard from the my friends at previous places. I just hope Canada will be my final stop because I don't want to have to finish any of my high school experiences at another school.

I would've told my friends from Canada I'd be traveling back but I don't talk to that them much on social media. We only slide up on each other's snaps from time to time.

One girl who I always communicated with was Zianna. She's been one of my best friends since we were in New Jersey which is where we're both from but due to me moving it was hard for us to be close. Oh and Myles. He's been like a brother to me ever since we were 5, even though I have a brother. He's just been in my life forever. I was upset when I had to leave Zianna and him.

Yet, earlier this week I overheard my mom and Zianna's mom talking since well.. my mom had her on speaker and Zi's mom Irene is moving to Canada.

I started to do a little dance because I was excited I'd see my childhood best friend again after all of these years. Yet I wish I could see Myles too. I know I need to tell him about it, but that can wait until I arrive to Canada.

I just need to get dressed because it's going to be a long day because I have to finish packing. We're moving during the summertime so I don't even have time to hang out. I know I have to tell my friend Kaylee about it but, I don't know how.

I mean she can be bipolar with her emotions so it can be hard to talk to this girl. I mean really bipolar, but she's my friend and a pretty good one so I'm not gonna bash her.

I'll just tell her during lunch because if she's cool with it and continues to talk to me for the rest of the day she's a keeper, but if she gets mad then she's a goner.