dear parents

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I know you will never see this.
it's alright someone will.

hey dad, mum,
you know sometimes I feel like
I wish I wasn't born because I'm
a dissapointment.

yeah. you can call me ungrateful
but really at all honesty I wish I wasn't
brought into this world
I feel like I let you down a lot,
I feel like I embarrass you,
I feel like I'm not hardworking.

one thing that makes me feel shitty
is when I fail my exams.
I feel really bad for wasting your money on me.
and all I give you is a failure.

sometimes I really want to tell you stuff
but I'm too scared.
I know it will turn into lectures.

I also want you to know that sometimes you need to listen to what we have to say. you are a human. you're not perfect so you can't be totally right. accept that. but I really love you and I'm thankful for raising me up and I may be a pain in the ass but I'm forever grateful.

I love you

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