Anxiety. What can we do without him?

Movie night

I sighed, trying to think about the events that happened just minutes before. I was just trying to help Thomas see the reasons that some things don't always go the right way, I started giving him doubts and Princey kept yelling at me to stop, eventually it turned to a full blown argument. I won't get too much into those details though..not right now, I'm still kind of shaky and I can't really breathe. Which means I'm probably having an anxiety attack. Fun.

I sighed and rolled over on my bed to get comfortable, I picked up my headphones from the bedside table. I grabbed my phone from next to me on the bed and scrolled through my music playlist until I got to 'Welcome to the Black Parade' by MCR which at the moment was my favorite band. I closed my eyes trying to sleep but you know, me being Anxiety and all I can't sleep even if I'm really tired. My thoughts always raced telling me all sorts of things I didn't need to know "You're useless to the other sides." I ignored the voice but it kept annoying me "You should go back to the dark sides." I sighed.

The voice told me to go back to the dark sides often but I never listened. I opened my eyes when I heard someone knocking on the door "Hey Kiddo." I heard the very familiar voice of Patton say as I shifted, "Are you okay? You didn't come down for dinner." I looked at my coffin shaped clock which read 7:40 then I stood up then walked to the door but before I opened it I made sure that I looked presentable, I wouldn't want Patton to think that I was going to hurt him in some way.

Patton greeted me with a smile as I opened the door to face him then his smile was replaced with a look of worry "Are you okay Anxiety?" I nodded "Why?" Patton shook his head, I knew that he knew something was wrong but I made it seem like I was innocent. Patton has that fatherly instinct when it came to one of his 'kids'. Patton considered every single one of us, even Thomas, as his children which I admit it makes me feel happy-ish. Patton smiled again letting his enthusiasm take over again "It's movie night! Would you like to join us?" I stared at Patton for a minute to decide, I couldn't let him be upset because that would affect Thomas so I agreed and followed Patton to the living room.

Princey and Logan were already sitting on the couch when Patton and I entered the room, Logan had his nose stuck in a book but looked up as we passed by him to sit down "Salutations Patton." Then he paused and nodded at me slightly before sticking his nose back into his book. Princey was busy eating popcorn while staring at his phone, probably checking out 'all his hard work' from today. I sat down in the bean bag chair next to Patton who was on the couch with the others then he started the movie which I guess Princey picked out because it was a Disney movie.

I don't know what the name of the movie was even though I had seen it many times (Courtesy to Princey.) You know, now that I think about it I think the movie was Robin Hood. Eh, I don't remember or care. Anyways, after the movie finished Patton and Logan were asleep and I was tired so I woke Patton up. Patton opened his eyes "What is it Kiddo?" I sighed softly "I was just waking you up so you could go to your room to sleep." Patton smiled and softly said "Alright." I looked at Logan. He wouldn't be to easy to wake up, especially if it's me.

Everyone seems to like to ignore me except Patton but it still hurt. Princey stood up and nudged Logan who opened his eyes then he mumbled something and went upstairs. Patton and Princey did the same. I was going to walk after them but then I sensed something wrong and I turned around, a bunch of shadows were gathering in front of me and I couldn't move then everything seemed to go dark.

Hey guys! So how do you like this so far? Comment who's P.O.V I should write next or if I should add multiple P.O.V's in one chapter(?). I hope you guys enjoyed this.

Stay safe out there and good luck

-Yami