Anxiety. What can we do without him?

Paranoid

*Multiple panic attacks, and cutting mentions. (Not full detail)

Paranoia's P.O.V

I couldn't breathe. It was like an invisible force squeezing all the air out of me. I could see them. They were all laughing at me, then yelling at me. I kept running my hands through my hair and pulling on tufts as hard as I could, almost like I was trying to pull all of my hair out. I could hear their voices coming closer to me. Yelling at me for my every move. My tears kept falling and at this rate I was hoping I could drown in them. I tried breathing but it failed. It was like my chest only rose and fell, no air came in or out. I started seeing black dots and then nothing at all.

                                                                 Patton's P.O.V
I couldn't stand the fact that my dark strange son was this way again, I really wish things didn't get this bad. Logan and Roman have been gone for at least an hour now and Paranoia passed out a few minutes ago. Everything is not going good. I tried picking up Paranoia after he passed out but his breathing became quicker again so I left him alone. I noticed that one of Paranoia's sleeves were raised slightly so I went to pull it down but what I saw..it was terrible. I rolled his sleeve up and there were so many, I wanted to cry. Had we really pushed him over the edge like this? To do this to himself?

Roman and Logan walked in with Deceit and Remus and they both had shocked looks on their faces, "Is he okay Patton?" Roman said rushing over to the delicate, pale, creature that laid before us. Roman gasped softly when he saw Paranoia's arms (Okay. So they are Virgil's so should I say Paranoia or Virgil? I'll say Virgil but you guys should know the details of Paranoia from things that I say. Uh, you should be able to decipher which ones which..) He looked at me and at this point tears kept coming down my face.

"Did we push him this far?" Roman asked softly, I shrugged. Surely we couldn't have..right?

Hey guys! Sorry that this is a bit short. I really wanted to get something written down before I forgot. Apparently staring at a wall for hours on end does not help with writers block. I also decided that I would have Roman go with Logan instead of Patton so that I could write this chapter so don't judge me. If you guys have any ideas let me know and I'll write it down. Alright guys, gals, and non-binary pals. I love y'all, good luck and stay safe.

-Yami