IDOL ✓

Chap:19

Taking off the mask, i breathed in the chilly air of USA. I took a sit on the waiting area, waiting for my bags to arrive. My mind pondered back to the past days. After i arrived in Korea, i went straight to Sirius dorm and packed my all things up and left. I came back to my previous apartment which was renovated after i moved out. The day i came back in Korea, my phone was blowing up with hate messages, tweets and calls from their fans. I don't know how they found my number, but it was hell. I remember one fan told me to get lost as she loved Seo-joon. I just rolled my eyes and blocked her number. I had to deactivate my Instagram and other accounts. Within 3 hours, i was done with this, so i broke my sim and bought a new one. It was too much. Not every tweet and messages were of hate, surprisingly, i received quite a good amount of love and support messages. I guess not everyone hated me or our relationship. Well it's all over now. Then after all this drama, i booked a flight to USA and after two days here i am with all my stuff.

I am not going to run away from my problems now. I am going to face them. With new goals and high spirits i came here.

Taking my bags, i got a call from Ashely.

"Hey, Hun. We are here. I am wearing a pink shirt." She said with a giggle.

She knew i hate pink. She was doing this to tease me.

"Ew. Ashley." I scrunched my nose with distaste, imagining her in bright pink shirt.

"Haha. Hey this way you will find us quickly. Think this way." She said,

I rolled my eyes and hung up the phone.

I saw people waiting for their guests. I turned my neck to left to find that awful pink shirt.

"Mama! Mama!"

I turned my head to right to where the sound came from. I saw a boy with pink face due to cold, running towards me with full speed with his arms open and a big smile on his chubby face.

I keeled down and opened my arms. His small body hit mine as i hugged him rightly. His small arms wrapped around my neck.

"Mama i miss you. I miss you so much. Mama" Brian kept saying this, breaking my shattered heart.

I felt my eyes water. I pulled back and kissed his head. I caressed his face with my hands and then kissed his cheek.

"I am sorry, baby. Mama took too long to come." I said, caressing his brown head.

"It's okay Mama. You are here. Promise me you won't leave now. I promise i will behave and be a good boy." He said, his smiley face turned into a upset one.

"Promise. Mama is not going anywhere without you." I said and hugged him once again, kissing his head.

He nodded his head and kissed my cheek, making me laugh.

"Hey!" I looked up to see Ashely and her family waiting for me.

I stood up and walked to hug her. I didn't tell her the full story what happened the past week and she didn't ask me either. She knew something happened and just gave me space which i respect.

"I missed you auntie!" A small body attached to my leg.

I looked to find a blond boy hugging my leg.

"Auntie is sorry. I missed you all." I said as i hugged him and kissed his head.

His name was Joe, he was Ashley and Asher's son. One year older than Brian.

"Hello dear. How are you holding up?." Asher asked me, pulling me in for a short hug.

I sighed and looked up at him.