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To the girl

I'm letting go,

Hey there, my love! Thank you for all the sleepless nights we shared together. Thank you for the "good morning texts", the "how are you's?",  and the "I love you's". Thank you for making me happy even in a short period of time.  The feels with those beautiful butterflies in my tummy. The promises. The future we once planned together. Those were the things I will forever treasure love. Indeed, you made my life happier.
SORRY. Sorry if I failed being the one. Sorry if my love for you wasn't enough. Sorry for being a failure. Sorry if I can't fullfill my promise anymore. I don't wanna leave you but I just can't do this anymore, love. You were the one who turned your back first. I can't stay knowing that you're slowly leaving me. I'm done fighting for your love, for us. I can't fight anymore. I've already fought hard enough for you to stay. I was busy saving you not knowing that I'm losing myself in the process. Enough is enough. I need to save myself. I realized that I can't continue fighting for a person who doesn't want to be fought for. Maybe it's time to let you go. Maybe it's time for me to find my happiness too. Maybe it's  time for me to accept the fact that I can't be the one for you.
Don't worry about me. Yes, it's going to be very hard. You see, letting you go is no joke. It's not as easy as 1,2,3. It will surely break my heart even more. And will probably require me enough time to put back all the pieces, to be okay, to move forward and to be in love again.  Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But rest assured, I will.

You are now free, my love.

Wishing you happiness,
The guy who's done fighting.

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