I Didn't Know

Chapter 4 - Shocked

Authors Note --

Hey Guys 

finally im uloading, actully im a senior so college stress, plus where i live Hurricane Sandy has donw alot of damage, thankfully me and my family, friends are all ok, but i didnt have internet and electricity for a while, i've also been volenteering for red cross, so ive been busy but i am finally uploading so COMMENT, VOTE, AND FAN it means A LOT to me !

like the song on the side its really good and kinda goes with the chapter 

plus the LAST pic in the slide show is what Kiara imagines when shes crying 

xxx Aliyia xxx

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Chapter 4

On my way out I stop at the receptionist desk and ask for my reports, after collecting them I walk to my car and drive home, rushing inside I decorate the dining room with scented candles and set the table with blue table cloth, Nicks favorite color,

I order Nickhil’s favorite, Chinese food and head upstairs to take a quick shower, I grab one of my favorite black and white dress with a thick black belt my black laced bra and panties out of my closet. locking the door i  stripping out of my clothes and step into the shower, the steaming hot water burning my skin, standing under the water i re-call all of todays events,

I remember thinking today was gonna be the best day of my life, HA…I lost my parents, my house, my life but at least one good thing did come from today, Im pregnant with Nickhil’s baby, the guy i love, I just can’t wait to tell him. after shampooing and conditioning, i  scrub myself with vanilla scented body wash, turning off the water and drying myself, I put on the dress and blow dry my wet hair putting it into a cute bun and put on my black heels, grabbing my phone i head back downstairs as I reach the last step the door bell rings,

'it might be the food' I grab my wallet, and open the door it is indeed the delivery guy I grab the food and give him his money, I put the food into dishes and text Nick asking him when he will be home, making sure every thing is good, i take a seat.

I wait what seems like hours when the door finally opens, I grab my reports and wait for Nick to notice me but he doesn’t, he walks right past me and upstairs. I have this really bad feeling in my stomach but I ignore it after about 40 min. now having wait enough i am about to walk up when Nick comes down the stairs with his bag and a suitcase 

“Nick where are you going” I asked confused, all negative thoughts running through my head

“Nickhil I’m talking to you” i ask, stepping in front of him, he takes a deep breath and looks a me 

“listen Kiara I don’t know, how to say this but I’m sorry that your parents died today and that you lost all your money and that you have to leave this house but I don’t think it’s gonna work out between us, so" he takes another deep breath

" I’m leaving” he says bluntly like its nothing,

i stare at him stunned, this can't be happening, I feel tears starting to form and realize I’m like every other girl Nick has slept with 

“s-so your l-leaving me the d-day I loose f-fucking everything, m-my parents, my fucking house, m-my fucking life N-Nick” i yell, backing away grabbing my head

he steps closer to me “look Kiar I just” 

“don’t you dare say my name or come near me Nick. I can’t believe you, oh my fucking god, I’m so stupid I actually thought you liked me, that I was different than those slutty bimbo’s you’ve slept with, I can’t believe you just… just wanted me for sex so that you could have completed your I Have Slept With ALL The DAM Girls In College before the year finished, you fucking bastard” i yell, hitting his chest, feeling used, rejected, pathetic, stupid, angry, sad

“listen bitch I tried to make this simple and easy for you but you just got to bring up more right,  Fine then listen I only slept with you because of a bet a stupid BET, i shouldn't have made, I stayed in a relationship with you because of your money and i’ve slept with other girls while we were dating and trust me you are different than the other SLUTTY BIMBOS I’ve slept with because they don’t have MONEY, there HOTTER and BETTER during sex unlike YOU” he yells, tears run down my checks with every word he says, i look into his eyes one last time and i see no emotion at all, there hollow, no regret, no humor, no love, heck not even pity 

at this point I decide that since Nick doesn’t give a dam about me he doesn't deserve to know about our baby, Never in all my life, did i imagine I would have to take decisions like this, I take a deep breath still looking into Nick's eyes, i Slap him across his face, something flashes in his eyes but i don't care anymore. i run up to my room about a minute later I hear the front door slam shut. i burst into tears, all the tears i've held onto today, i cry for my parents death, my pathetic life, my stupid mistake, trusting Nick, falling in love with him, i yell at the top of my lungs at god blaming him for everything, i cry for my baby not having a father, for being stupid enough to fall in love.

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i know its a short chapter SORRY 

i will upload soon though promise 

dont hate Nick !

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xxx Aliyia xxx