Tris The Lost Criminal

Chapter 12: Remember Me

Tris POV

After turning away from him, the only thing I wanted to do was get away from him. It does hurt that his not going to remember me the way he use too. But it's better than not having him around at all, but I can't think like that. Especially not now.

I'm stopped mid step by his voice booming behind me. "Beatrice" Just by the tone in his voice, I know his pissed at me for ignoring him. "Four" I mimic in the same tone only more quietly to not cause more attention. I turn around to look at him and as I already knew his already looking at me dead in the eye.

"Why are you ignoring me?" He asks more softly but still loud as his trying to get his point across. "What did I do?" He still looks confused and angry. I don't blame him. It's my problem that I can't look at him with out the need to be close to him comes back pleading for me to just run up and jump into his big strong arms.

I take a long deep breath, I let it go before speaking. "I-I am afraid of you" I stutter out not realising I'm hurting his feelings. "I'm honestly afraid that if I ever open up to you again, that you'll be taken away from me again and I know that I can't go through that pain again Tobias". "Beatrice" he say but I continue talking after taking a deep breath and frantically blinking my eyes to try and clear the fresh tears that are forming.

"But Tobias what the worst part of this is that I have told you so many times like the other day that it's hard to be around you. Zeke and I both blame our selves for what happened to you". "Beatrice'' I ignore him and continue on with my rant yelling at him to prove a point that not even I know what point is. "But you would say something like it's not our fault or it was an accident but Tobias it's not, I brought you into this the first day you both we're sent on our mission"

I sob but needing to get this off my chest I continue to yell at him. "Beatrice" he says again more sternly "You should of turned down that offer for this mission so we wouldn't have to go through this whole mess in the first place. It wasn't worth it. I'm sorry for what happened to you for me but you shouldn't of came" I take a breath tears are now streaming down my face and his. I see him look at me but he tries to say something opening his mouth to speak but closing it quickly. He doesn't even say another word before walking right past me and into the house.

I quickly walk after him not knowing why, he just left half way into a heated argument but when I enter through the back door. I hear the front door slam shut and someone walking down the stairs. I'm met by Zeke at the front door. "What the hell happened?" Zeke asks as he stands in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest. "I don't know" I reply honestly as stunned as I probably look.

Minutes pass and no one else has descended the stairs since we have been here but all of a sudden a phone starts ringing. Zeke soon is quick to dig through his pockets and he answers it quickly. "Man where are you?" He asks slightly panicking into the phone. He soon is slow to walk into the kitchen to finish his conversation. Leaving me to think about the last half hour.

He is back quicker than I thought after a few yeahs and uh ha's his soon by my side but is quick to go up stairs. Not saying a single word the whole time, he starts to go up and down the steps grabbing and taking different things from down stairs to up stairs and vice versa.

Soon I'm meet by not just Zeke but Shauna too. Shauna walks straight up to me and engulfs me into a hug and I hug her back suddenly needing that comfort that she's providing. She lets go and they explain that Zeke is going to stay in an hotel with Four. They are going to be gone for a couple of days.

Zeke is soon packed and ready to go but not with out a long hug and kiss for Shauna. But as Zeke backs out of the drive way I'm suddenly quick to notice my mistake. He said Beatrice during my rant, he remembers...