𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐛𝐲 𝐊𝐮𝐳𝐮 𝐌𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐫 𝐛𝐲 𝐄𝐝 𝐌𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤
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Growing up was hard. I lost my dad with his battle on depression. My brother Daniel rarely is at home but when he is he tries his best to interact with everyone. My sister Miriam is always at parties and getting high, she wasn't always like this her personality changed when dad died for the second time. You see my mom married at the age of seventeen but divorced because he didn't give two shits about her children and two days after the divorce he died of an overdose. Then two years later my mother remarried my father, his name is August by the way. He was the one who lifted the spirits of my mother and her children. Then I was born and life seemed at peace but then, of course, all good things must come to an end. When I was nine years old my grandma died of breast cancer and my grandpa couldn't take it he died of grief a week later. Our whole family was broken and sad by the fact. Then life slowly got back to normal of course my mother was the most hurt by the fact that both her parents died. And my father's brother was sick by an unknown disease. So my father went back home to Mexico for two weeks. So in that period of time my siblings and i tried our best to keep mom happy and it worked but at night she would wake up screaming and we would all hurry to her and trying our best to comfort her. As a nine year old kid it's scary seeing your mom like that. Fast Forward to the present day my father's brother died and well my father carried depression on his back. His brother was his best friend, his ride or die, his partner for life. So my dad didn't take it too well and eventually i heard a gunshot from the garage at three am. I was the one to discover him on the floor. He left a note explaining everything and that he is sorry and he loved us all very much. This happened the month before my senior year, which meant my father wouldn't be here to see me graduate. My brother and sister both were at college and since there were good colleges here in Washington they didn't bother to move out until they graduated. This all happened in the summer and well now as i was saying my mom tries her best to be happy but cries every night. My brother is somewhere else and no one knows where. My sister is out at parties getting drunked and high but my mom is too sad to even notice. As for me my best friend Audrey Reid has stuck by me throughout the whole mess. She's been my bestfriend since we were 5 years old and always knows how to cheer me up. But as of now she comes to my house and we just get high on weed in my room listening to Lil Uzi Vert, Ed Maverick, Brockhampton, The Driver Era, or Cuco. But some other days we just go to her house and make dumb tiktoks and i just cry and she holds me tight.
[ so basically this is just a background story of y/n and so sorry if this is shit but i'm putting a lot of effort into this🥺 ]
