Things I Won't Lose - Station 19

Come clean

Sullivan POV

It was mine and Andy's first day back at work after Pruitt's death. Unfortunately I have a strong feeling that it could be my last day here. Maya told Dixon that I abandoned the scene and Ben knows, I don't know how, but he know the truth. I'm not even curious if he realised it himself or if someone told him. I don't have time to think about it. It could be my last day at work and I don't know what to do.
This whole situation reminded me about Aid Car crash. I remember when I talked with Andy about not being firefighter. I wasn't able to resign from firefightering then, so can I do it now? I walked to the window and looked at the garage. Bishop was talking with Andy and they were smiling. My wife was smiling. Normally it wouldn't be a big deal, she smiles a lot, which I love about her, but after her father's death she wasn't smiling much. I only saw her smiling, because she was grateful and now I can tell that she was truly happy. This is what this place is doing with her. It makes her happy and I think it makes all of us happy. A lot of things have changed for the past few months, but one or should I say two things hadn't. I'm in love with Andy and I still want to be a firefighter. I can swear to God that I will never in my life, give up on any of this two things. I will fight for my job, even if I will have to come out of my shadow in front of the entire team. I will face the consequences, I will do whatever it takes and I will keep my job. That was all the things I said to myself before I heard the knock.
"Come in Warren" I said ready for whatever will come next.

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New story. I hope you will like it. Thank you Maria for your advice!
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