He decided he will have to kiss her. His sanity depended on it. He looked at her but to his dismay saw her fast asleep content in his arms. He was amazed to see her so much at peace. Removing her hair which were coming on her face and distubing his sleeping beauty, he decided to have a nap. He had a most calmed and undisturbed sleep after a long time.
He woke up at sense of that precious one moving in his arms. He opened his eyes and looked at her. She was staring at him with all the love she had for him with those beautiful eyes. He smiled at her and she looked away her cheeks turning to crimson red. She was about to get up but he held her tight. As she hugged his chest, she was conscious only of the feel of his hard body, the warmth, the sensation of his muscled arms on either side of her. She wanted him to kiss her. She needed him to kiss her. She closed her eyes as her expressions would showed how much she was craving it for. She was not able to look in his eyes but she wanted to know what was going on in his mind. When she finally looked at him, she was amazed. It was printed on his face too.
His head lowered and their lips met. His mouth was soft and tender giving more than it took. This.... this was what she had carved- a kiss that branded her a woman worth his love. Wantonly, her hands came astride to his face, begging for more. He responded by grasping her waist and flattening her body under him on the bed. His mouth feasted on her neck and shoulder. Desire burst forth from her and it threatened to engulf him completely. He was oblivious to the danger, foolishly feeding her want with his hands and lips. Her whole body blazed to life at once. She threaded his finges into his thick hair. Her aggression spurred his own. He gloried in the sensation from her mouth, infusing her body with heat. His hungry mouth descended to her neck where he gave her a bite and her lips fell open in a wanton gasp. Her eyes closed to hold in the pleasure. He moaned and the sound felt glorious to her ears. She had not been the only one affected by the pleasure. It pleased her to be the object of his desire as much as he had become hers. She enjoyed the raw expression on his face. She thought she would love to spend a lifetime bringing that look to his face. She didn't realise she had said it aloud.
To her dismay, his mouth departed and she waited anxiously for it to come back. But there was no more. Reluctantly she opened her eyes. Through the haze of lust, she became aware of his withdrawal from her.
Sana: Kya hua??
Sid: (shook his head, forcing to look away) I'm sorry.
Sana: Siddharth please aise mat kar.
Sid: Muje yeh nhi karna chahiye tha
Sana: Par...par
She didn't knew what to say or how to say it. Sid got out of the bed and started searching for his clothes.
Sid: Muje maaf karde. Damn what was I even thinking. Muje yaha se jaana chahiye.
He felt so helpless at this moment. Here was Sana the love of his life who was ready to be his even after what he has done to her. She was even talking about lifetime. He knew he couldn't give her happiness. She would lose everything in the process of loving him. He went to her and lifted her face with his fingers and the look in her eyes wounded him deeply. Her eyes were searching for love... pleading for it. He was sorry she had to experience this torture from him. As he looked deep into her expectant eyes, he saw disappointment distorting her pure heart. Yes he has disappointed her again. He looked away before he could see hate for him in her eyes.
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Sidnaaz- The Emotional Saga 2 (Completed)
FanfictionA fiction about sidnaaz after big boss. Their love, their careers, their promises, their sacrifices, their separation, their reunion. This is an emotional journey of their intense love for each other.