Sidnaaz- The Emotional Saga 2 (Completed)

Pain

Sid sped the car far away from Sana. He wanted to put as much distance from Sana as it was possible as he was scared he may go back to her take her in his arms and erase all the pain he has put her into. He stopped the car at the side of the road. Tears started flowing from his eyes. He cried like a baby. Even Siddharth shukla can cry out loud when he is alone and in lot of pain. He called Vikas
Sid: (Sobbing) Kar diya Maine. Tood diya uska dil. Aur khud ka bhi.
He disconnected the call sat for hours. All the memories of their time together came flashing in front of his eyes. The sun was just about to rise. He knew he had to go but he couldn't move. He felt numb. With all his effort he started the engine and went home. Mom opened to door and saw Sid in a condition she had never see him before. She asked him what the matter was. He took her hand made her sit on the couch. He sat on the floor putting his head on her lap and  cried. Mom got worried and scared
Mom: Siddharth kya hua bacche?? Tu roo kyu raha hai?? Muje laga tu Sana ke paas hai. Vo thek hai na??
Sid shook his head and narrated the whole story to his mom. Mom was shocked and angry at Sid. But he explained why he had to do it.
Sid: Maa vo bahot talented hai. Lakho log usse pasand karte hai. Bahot acche project uske paas hai. Bahot bada naam ho sakta hai uska. Par vo is cheez ko dekhna ya pehchaana he nhi chahti. Uski duniya sirf mai ban gaya hu. Jo thek nahi hai na. Vo mere leye yeh sab chod degi. Isko mai appreciate karta hu aur bahot proud bhi feel karta hu, par yeh uske career ke leye thek nahi hai. Isleye muje uske leye usse chodna pada.
Maa understood he had to sacrifice his love for her career. She knew how much he loved her. But she also knew Sana loved more.
Sana was sleeping on the floor. She had cried for hours. She was sitting where he has left her. Tired she fell asleep. Got up in the middle of the night cried and fell asleep again. She knew she had to get up but her body fell paralysed. She wanted nothing. She wanted only her Siddharth. Fresh tears started flowing from her eyes. She got up from the floor with a lot of effort, went to the bedroom and curled in bed. Half of the day has passed she could hear her mobile ringing somewhere far. She didn't have the strength to go get her mobile. She was not in any mood to talk to anyone except one. She thought it may be Sid she got out of the bed, ran to get her mobile. She picked it with hopes of his number flashing on the screen. It was not him. Dejected she threw the mobile and went back to bed. Her head was aching. She felt a tea can make her headache go away but she was feeling lifeless. She was laying in the bed for hours crying, thinking then falling asleep. Night came. She dragged herself from the bed went to the kitchen made black coffee and curled in the sofa. The ache in heart was so much that it made her scream in pain. She thought of calling Sid. She will apologise if she has hurt him. She will beg him to come to her and hug her so that all the pain vanishes from her heart. But she remembered what he has said to her. He doesn't want to be disturbed by her. Night passed.
Sana was locked in her home for passed two days. She has called kushal and told her she is not well and requested him to cancel all her shoots and she will call him when she felt better.
   Sid has also cancelled all his shoots. He knew he has to pull himself together, but remembering Sana's painstricken face made him feel lifeless.  He ate little, slept little.  They was nothing that interests him now. He had thought Sana will call him. But she didn't.  He was worried for her. He called vikas
Sid: Vikas usne muje call nahi kiya yaar.
Vikas: Sid tu chahta kya hai bhai.
Sid: Mai usse chahta hu yaar. Kya karu. Accha sun pata nhi vo kaisi hai.
Vikas: Maine usse call kiya par uska mobile switched off hai.
Sid: Vikas please na yaar usse jaake dekh vo kaisi hai.
Vikas: Ha mai bhi vohi sooch raha tha. Mai jaata hu aaj
Sid: Nahi tu abhi jaa aur fir muje call karna.
Vikas: ok thek hai bhai jaata hu mai