Harry Pov
It's been two years since she left me, she left me alone in this miserable world. How could she do this to me.
What have I done to deserve this?
What am I kidding!
I deserved to feel this pain, I deserve to have my heart broken and to be hated on.
This is my fault that she's gone.
If I hadn't reacted so stupidly and hadn't been such a jerk to her and just had let her explain, she would've still be here in my arms.
I read her letter about 20 times and I hate myself everytime I read it.
Y/N I never got the chance to tell you that I am so sorry, that I love you so so much. We never got the chance to live forever, to stay forever young.
I loved every little things that you didn't love about yourself.
I loved you since we were 18, I wanted to still love you until we both die together in each others arms.
I wanted us to get married, to have a perfect life with a perfect, beautiful family.
But we never got the chance because I ruined it for us.
This is all my fault.
I'm feeling the pain that you were feeling.
And now.....
Theres no point in a happy life if you're not here with me.
I know you don't want me to do this but...
I will see you soon Y/N, I can't wait to see your beautiful face love.
I'll be up there up in a moment my love.
