" Don't say that.." I mumbled looking at him from across the living room. "Don't you dare...'
"Why? It's true," he sniffled, crossing his arms over his chest and looking down towards the floor. "No one would really care if i just ended it." I was shocked on what he said.
"How could you say such a thing with your best friend standing in front of you? No one would care Harry? No one would fucking care?" A sarcastic laugh left my mouth as i shook my head. "I know you're hurting Harry, i know everything seems like it's crashing down around you. But i'm not that person who just gets up and leaves like the rest."
Stopping for a minute i took a moment to look at him. The boy who's had his heart broken way too many times and was finally hitiing his breaking point.
"Harry I have no idea what I would do without you... You're the only boy i ever loved.. From grade 2 until now, we've been best friends and i've loved you more than you can imagine this entire time. All those girls who think theycan come into your life and leave, don't know what they're missing... But i do. I don't see the famous Harry Styles from One Direction, I see my Haz, sitting here with the feelings that have been hurt way too many times. But Harry, suicide can not be an option. Ever, and i refuse to let it be the way your story ends."
As i finished, i kept my eyes glued on my bestfriend the whole time. His eyes remained stuck on his hands that were crossed firmly in his lap.
I went ovèr to sit next to him, keeping my distance because i didn't know what he was feeling at the moment. A sigh of defeat left his mouth as his body slouched forwards even more, and his eyes began to water.
"Harry..." I mumbled, slowly reaching out to place a hand on his back in comfort. "Love please don't cry..."
"I can't help it" he whimpered out, his voice deep and husky. "I can't help but cry because all of what you said is true. All the girls i bring home, think it's just a one night stand sex thing, but they don't realize that i want, and i need something more."
"Maybe you're picking from the wrong crowd." I said softly, trying to lighten the situation a little.
"I know you think that's funny, but you're right. Maybe i am going for the ones that would rather just sleep with me, hoping they'll feel something after. But no. It's like any one night stand. They get up and leave before i get up." A deep sigh left Harry's mouth as i continued to rub his back.
"I wouldn't leave..." I managed to confess, averting my gaze to my own lap. "I think a man like you deserves to find someone that cherishes every moment, that looks at you like no one else can, and that just loves you for everything that you are as a person. Not just as a famous person that wants sex, because that's not you."
Harry shooks his head, finally matching my gaze. "I shouldn't be rushing into a relationship, but it gets lonely when the other boys have someone there to support them. And don't get me wrong, my family supports me and i can't appreciate that enough because it means so much to me. But seeing that special sparkle in their eyes when someone brings up their girlfriends name i mean, It brings them up even more. They're so happy and i am to i just feel like that something is missing."
I nodded, understanding exactly what he meant, moving in closer to him. I wanted him to see that i were willing to give him all of that, and more.
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