.:.My Avian Adventure.:.

Day 1

4/19/20 Sunday

This was supposed to be posted yesterday, OH WELL.

I have been having small pains under my shoulder blades. After meditating I feel extremely tired, and end up going to sleep early.

Even though I already had a connection to the wind, but I just feel it getting strong, and stronger.....

But I dont have wing bumps yet, and I heard it takes a while to get them.

I have heard that some people have duel wings, so if you feel as if growing normal isn't for you, try growing dual wings. Do know that growing dual wings takes way longer, and your wings that are higher up will be more slim but longer.

I dont know if this meant anything, but a while ago I had a dream where I was trying to save someone. I remember swooping in on wings and fighting them to save the person. And once I was done fighting and I had saved them, I stood on a tall hill looking at the full moon that was rising with white wings on my back.

I also had a lucid dream where I was flying with white wings, but that was a while ago, and I'm not sure if it meant any thing.

But both together, I thought it was interesting to where in both dreams I had white wings when I'm trying to go for brown and Tan wings.

But they are just dreams, so I wont think much of it.

I've heard some people wanting to change our name. 'Avian' simply means a bird, but it does not fit us well since we are simply winged humans; no bird traits. But, I have realised that we have no better name.

I like to take words and see what it means in jappenesse, so that's what I did. I came up with Tenshi. I believe it means angel in jappenesse, and even though we are not one, we are not a bird either, right?

Please correct me if I'm wrong about the translation.

I might start calling us that, I'm not sure. But maybe if people actually see this journal one day, they can decide :P

~Lyra