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PART 2: THE HIDDEN PAST

Ang mga sumusunod na pangyayari ay RATED SPG. It aims to tackle real issues in this world but it does not intend to resemble certain person. Read at your own risk 😅

JAMES.

I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE DAY, when I was once a wasted person.

I came from a broken family. I was left with my mom but I never felt the love that I need from her. So, I tried to look love from different women. I have sniffed different women's perfume in the bed, it was good, it makes me wanting them even more. Their whispers tickle my ear everytime I hear it from them. Their thrust says they want it harder. Their lips, their eyes, their necks, their shoulders, and everything below excites my nerves inside the warm dark room.

"More..."

"Come on baby..."

"Abuse me boy..."

Their silent whispers tingle my ears. Yesterday was Christine, tomorrow is Samantha, and the next day after tomorrow could be someone whose wanting me. Everything happened without strings attached.

In the midst of misery, I never tried to talk to any gods. I know I can make it through, through drugs. I used it as a sweet escape from reality. It became my happy pill. But I was wrong, as it ruined my life, my dreams, and myself.

I was broken, hopeless and miserable.

One day, I tried to check my facebook account and there I found Michelle. I thought of her as simple and intelligent person. She's of high hopes and dreams in life. She's also untouched.

Iba siya sa mga nakilala kong babae. She knows how to play games with men through chats. My interest to her grew every single day. However, kahit anong gawin kong pag papa-cute sa kanya sa chat. Consistent ang kanyang sagot "There's no chance". Kaya I decided to pursue her by asking her to see me on a date.

She said YES. Just for a date.

I discovered a little about her and we have a lot of things in common.

"Michelle, why not let's just try" I calmly said during our second date.

"Still no chance" She said straight to my eyes while smiling.

Everyday, I send her sweet messages just to let her know that I like her. I asked her for more dates until I could feel that we both have the same feeling with each other.

"James, let's try"

Those were the words that I am wanting to hear from her. We've dated a even more after she said yes. She helped me how to create a blog so I could make money from it. She also taught me how to apply jobs online. She liteally lifted me up. She's the woman whom any men would need.

"Michelle, can I ask you one thing?" I looked at her eyes and I could see that she knew what's running in my mind. Siyempre, alam niyo na ang hinihingi ko sa kanya.

"Be gentle James"

I started kissing her wavy hair: its every strand is priceless. Next to her forehead, down to her nose, to her cheeks, to her chin, and finally to her lips. The way she bites mine would really tell me how thirsty she was. I can taste her breath, I let her taste mine too.

I pushed her down to the bed, full of excitement while I immediately undress myself. She waited without a word but her aura wanted more. I dive in and glued my lips to hers. As I played with it, I started taking off her clothes. Our eyes were closed but my flesh could feel how hers was beautifully carved.

My tounge started to explore her neck, her shoulders and elbows as well as the hollow area on her body beneath the place where the arm and the shoulder meet: this was such my fetish. I could feel her pleasure through her breathes.