"It's never going to be easy."

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Omg, Connie is gonna' be so upset! SOBS... :( Well, bet you didn't expect such a surprise. This chapter will be in Levi's POV! IKR I WANTED TO DO MIKASA BUT I WAS LIKE NO SHE'LL JUST TALK SMACK. Maybe another chapter will have a surprise guest. (Meaning yes there will be another guest POV lol)

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As I watch my weirdly shaped night light blink, crying for better batteries, I think of the school day. Sasha kissed me. Would anyone believe that? I couldn't go telling anyone anyways. I think she'd be mad. I hope no one was watching us...

Levi's POV

"Get up my little wittle baby-" "Hange, I swear if you call me that once more..." I plopped up to my feet and sternly pointed my finger at Hange. "I will rip out your tongue."

"Oh, I know you're kidding my little cauliflower!" I tried using 'The Three Stooges Eye Poking Technique' but she blocked it with her hands.

"Can't get meeee." I chased her down the field, until she came to a complete stop. I almost knocked her over, it was so sudden. "Levi, look. That boy is getting his first smooch four years before you did!" I pushed her down. I couldn't help but stare at the two first graders behind the ball wall.

"Sheesh, they must really-" I was suddenly tackled by Hange again. "HAH! CAN'T ESCAPE ME!"

"HANGE, GET OFF OF ME NOW!!" I kicked and screamed waiting for someone to pull that maniac off of me. I saw Petra running in my direction. "Hange! What if Levi can't breathe! And calm down, your eleven for gods sake's! NOT SIX!" Hange let her bangs fall over her eyes. She took a deep breath and rolled off of me. I quickly sat up and dusted myself off. Gazing through the distance I pulled out my cheap, sorry excuse for an iPhone and snapped some pictures. I wasn't one to start rumors. But Hange would see these soon enough and do the dirty work for me. 

"Levi! SHE'S GOING IN FOR IT!" I crawled across the grass and took video. The girl slowly leaned into the boy. She smacked their lips together like chickens. I tried hard not to laugh out my insides. But, Hange was cackling in the background. "Oh my god! They're so ador-" She started coughing. Badly. "Are you ok?!" Petra smacked Hange in the back until she gave up on giggling uncontrollably like a school girl. Which she was...

"I wanna' see the pictures!" Hange ripped the phone from my hands and started typing. I guessed that she was posting most of that on social media. Which she was...again.

"This is gonna' be good..." she muttered under her breath.

Connie's POV

 I could see Sasha from a distance away. The world around me was white, like heaven. "Sasha?" She turns and starts towards me. I wanted her to run into my arms, she kept me alive. I wanted her care.

"Connie, I have something I need to tell you." As we got closer I could feel my body change, I was aging? I stopped to examine my hands and feet, I was becoming taller, hairier. She was growing also, once I made it to her we looked like teenagers.

"Sasha, you can tell me anything."

"Connie, I-I...I have to-"

She drifts away from me, I try to grab her hand but, She dissipates and leaves me stranded. I was alone. I couldn't feel this pain again. No, no, no!

"NO!!" I shot up in my bed to see the pee stain I had made. "Dan-git..."

"Honey?! Are you OK! Oh, you had another accident. It's fine I will clean it. " My mother lifted me out of bed and placed me beside her. She rolled up the stained sheets.

"What's going on?..." My dad slowly walked into my room with his night robe on. He scratched his head and had half closed eyelids.

"Can you be a little more...uh, what's the word?" My mother snapped her fingers. "The point of an emergency is to NOT panic." My mom rolled her eyes and bumped my father's shoulder while walking into the garage.

"You ok, bud?" He patted my head. "Yeah, everything's fine." I looked over to the side.

"Well I'm going back to bed. Love you. Goodnight." He waved to me. "Night." He kissed my shaved head and walked out scratching his head once more. My connection with my father was wobbly. I hated him for how he treated my mother sometimes, but she does wrong too. The divorce that they think I don't know about is most likely my mother's decision.

The rest of the night and morning were basic. Not too detailed. I anticipated seeing Sasha again. We hadn't talked since the kiss. I didn't know how she felt. Or if she felt anything at all.

"Hello again, class." Mr. Woerman was sitting at his desk scrolling through his computer.

"The teachers were sent an email from the school last night and we're asked to show it so..." He pulled down the white screen and used a remote control to turn on the projector.

As soon as he started the video. I was shocked. I couldn't move. I tried looking to Sasha but my eyes were locked on the screen. It was us. She was behind the ball wall, holding my arms down. She leans in for a kiss before the teacher shuts the projector off and the class bursts of laughter.

"WHO DID THIS?!" Sasha stood up from her seat, she ran out of the classroom. The boys around me were patting my back, "Good job, dude!" "Get 'em!" "Wow!". I was still stiff, Jean tried to wiggle me loose but I stared forward. Who would do this? Who could be so cruel?!

"Why can't life just be easy?"

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OMG. I CRY SO HARD OMG OMGBDJNFBN. Levi, you stupid kid. LOL. I would pound his face in. TOO BAD EREN ISN'T THERE TO STOP YOU CORPORAL. NOW YOU GET TO MAKE BAD DECISIONS. Don't worry guys. It will be ok in a couple chapters It's ok shhhh. Comment any spelling/punctuation mistakes and suggestions. I will be doing a QnA soon!

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