Infinity and Beyond {sequel}

Chapter :11

 kay this is Jamie up here in the photo.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

   --Jamie's pov--

"Come with me ..please "I said grabbing on to Nash's wrist. Oh God it felt so good to feel his touch.
'JAY stop being wierd! !'

"Okay" he said with a small smiled. I nodded and went downstairs.
Zack- hey beautiful when are u coming?I'm getting tired
Jay- I'm coming I'm coming I just brought a friend along
Zack- who tf is it?!
Jay- its Nash and I want to bring him anyways its to late im in the car.
Jay- I will be there in 5 min

I put my phone down and began to drive. "Why did you Invite me?"Nash asked me.

"I uuh ....I just want to spend time with you -and I'm -"I stopped. We ended up being at a red light. "I just ...I need you around me to feel safe"my voice cracked a bit."I needed you too. Needed to see you. "He said .when he said that those words!!made me smile. We arrived at the restaurant a few minutes later. "Hey Jamie I will meet u over there in a bit Kay I just need to call someone"Nash said.I nodded and walked towards Zack "Jamie do u have another shirt you can put on?you know what I have a shirt that u could borrow "he smiled. He handed me a plain black shirt .I shook my head no and gave it back to him."put it on"he demanded "no its plain and ugly, I like Nash's shirt "I smiled "Jamie Can't u just f-"someone cut off Zack.

"She likes my shirt now let her be"Nash said and went up to Zack."lets go"I said walking into the restaurant. I sat down first in a booth .Nash quickly took the seat next to me. Zack sat on the other side.it was akward but the waitress came. She was beautiful!!"hello guys and hello you"she smiled at the guys and gave me a wierd look "what would u like to order cutie"she ruffled Nash's hair which made my blood boil!!I put my hands on my lap.and gripped on my wallet. "Hm I want lemonade. Jay I'm guessing u want lemonade since that's your favorite right?"Nash said."yea thanks"I said while looking at the girl.she had this evil smile and this retarded face you could just punch all day. "How bout you honey?"she put her hand on zacks shoulder. He smirked at me.eww like I care about him.I was still mad about the way she touched Nash. Wait am I jealous?!
---NASH'S POV---

I noticed how Jamie got jealous when that girl ruffled my hair.it botherd me cuz she Messed up my hair and I spent quality time on it!!just to impress Jamie!!!

"Oh baby girl arnt u one good candy "Zack said.eww he likes that slut. "So what's your name?"the waitress asked me hmmm her name is Chelli "well chillie hmm you don't need to know my name "I said. Jamie giggled "its pronounced ch-a-lie "she said prounouncing it.I laughed "his name is nash "Zack said

.Jamie stopped laughing I saw her put her hands on her wallet she gripped on It."well Nashy boo how come- " someone cut her off. " Jamie? "I heard a voice "Jamie is that you?!"I turned around and saw Taylor Caniff and Jack and Jack. "Oh my God TAYLOR! !"she screamed and pushed past me and the waitress. Challie or whatever kept her mouth open like if something got thrown on her. Jamie jumped on top of Taylor and hugged him. I know I shouldn't worry because he has a girl in mind already and she says he is like a big brother to her. And I trust her.they sat with us and the waitress did too."oh God look at that its my Lunch break! "She said and sat on my lap."can u get off?!"I yelled "hey slut can u get off of my-my friend "Jamie hesitated to say "awee sweetie I could fuck all of these guys and they would enjoy it"she smirked. "You don't even know them you little slutty bitch at least I didn't lose my virginity in 7th grade Chelsea "Jamie rolled her eyes and got up.I think Chelsea. Yea she stayed quiet.
---Jamie's pov---

After I said what was the truth I stormed into the restroom.I went into an empty stall thank God their weren't that many people here or in the restroom.I grabbed my pocket knife and a pencil sharpener. I know it sounds stupid but I use the blade that is on the pencil sharpener. I took off the lil mini screw and put the plastic part and screw in my Wallet. I sat on the toilet and cried quietly. I lifted up my shirt and saw the remaining scars I had. They where barely healing. I just scraped off the dead or dry blood that was on it. I sliced my skin. It felt sharp and painful but at the same time it took my worries away my only escape was Nash but I don't have him anymore.anybody could take him. "This one is for Being stupid ..for bieng ugly....fat...and for being so selfish and weak. "I quietly said to my self. I was bleeding on the side of my stomach.and I didn't have any bandages.

"Jamie? " shit
--NASH'S POV--

"Hey Jay has been in there for along time "Jack G.said"go check on her "Taylor said "why she -"Jack J.cut me off "your the love of her life! Every time she looks or sees you her face lights up "he said

Is it that noticeable?

"now go "they all said except Nash. "Tell Jamie I will see her tommorw "Zack stormed out of the restaurant and left. I got up and walked to the restroom. Isn't she in the girls?
Of course Nash why the hell would she be in the boys?!

Wow I'm so dumb.okay I took deep breathes. I walked in and heard her whisper something "this one is for bieng fat,ugly. "She trailed off "this one is for letting Nash slip away "she said "Jamie? "I said. I walked over to a closed stall. "N-Nash?hmm I will be out what are u doing in here? !"she asked. "Came to get you and please don't cut your self its not worth it please "I begged. "Open the door and let me help you"my voice cracked.she opened the door. "Did u cut yourself?"I said looking into her beautiful grey orbs. She nodded slowly "Jamie Jamie Jamie why? Why do u do this to your self?"I said .

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hey guys its me yayy okay so i forgot my password as I told you and I was in class while typing this lmaoo yea half of this was done in 6 period cx anyways I'm not going to update untill I get 30 reads on this .yea ik Im asking for alot but my first book got 800-890 views so ik u y'all can do better anyways luv y'all and share this book. -arlene