I sit in the lunch room as usual with Maya and surprisingly farkle waiting for lucas...
"Um Riley I suggest you don't look to your right" Maya states in a shaky voice
I know something is bad and I know I shouldn't turn my head but I have to.
I turn my head to see Missy Bradford the new girl kissing lucas!!!
"OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!!" I scream to the top of my lungs and run out of the lunch room.
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Right now all I'm sitting on the cold floor of the schools janitors closet crying I'm crying over a stupid guy!
"I'm a loser who never had a chance!"I say to myself then the door nob turns and I hide in the back of some boxes in the corner of the tiny dark room.
I door nob wiggles some more untell the person on the other side opens It slowly and walks in...
"Riley I know your in here come out its maya." Maya's voice sounds from the darkness then a light is clicked on so we can see each other.
Maya then looks at my wet face and frowns.
"Riley let me tell you something...your a pretty girl that can get any boy just because you saw them kissing it means the end of the world... NO! It doesnt your better then a guy can ever be so come on let's get to class" she said and waved for me to follow
And I did...
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That afternoon I sat,in my room and watched TV ignored everyone's texts and everything it hurt to know the guy I liked kissed another girl and it hurt to know he didn't push her off.
I'm only 12 years old I know that I seem over exaggerated but once you like someone things change and go south
I know Mayas right but maybe I'm not good enough maybe I'm not pretty enough for him maybe she is what he really wants...
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