overdose

chapter 4

chloe's pov

as i walked home, i felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. usually it's really hard for me to open up to people but today i felt like an open book, it's the only way i can really get help.
i won't lie, i still find the idea of group therapy a bit strange but i guess it's just another way to show us that we aren't alone in this struggle.

unlocking the door and stepping into the apartment i call out to tell xia i'm home.
"xia! i'm home, therapy wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, and i met a girl." i laughed.
after not hearing a response i decided to go up to her room, however that wasn't the greatest decision as when i got to her bedroom door i realised her boyfriend was over. you know because they were... yeah.

walking away from xia's room and into my mine, i fell into my bed and thought about today and the way i opened up. i also thought about billie, like a lot, she was pretty much ninety percent of the thoughts i had.

i could go into a list of reasons i'm so intrigued by her, so i will.
the first thing i noticed about her was how intimidating she looked, her posture and body language just gave off that "i don't give a fuck." vibe. and honestly, it's hot as hell. the way she portrays herself is that she's closed off and won't say anything to you.
yet when you talk to her, her voice is calm, she has a wonderful bright smile and she shares as much as you want to hear.

also she's possibly the most gorgeous woman i've ever seen on earth. she's the type of person you look at and just think i want to marry her, you know? billie is perfect.

about 10 minutes go by of me just lying on my bed thinking about my dream girl - yes it's billie - when i hear a knock ok my door.
i answer "come in." without sitting up, too deep in my own thoughts.

i hear a light chuckle come from xia when she walks into my room and sees my current state. "so i take it therapy didn't go too well?" she asked in a comforting tone.

turning my head to look at her, i smiled and answered "surprisingly, you're dead wrong." i continued smiling like a goof, staring at the ceiling.
"what? you're so confusing." xia laughed.

i sat up and leaned back against my headboard, still having the big smile plastered on my face. "well," i started. "i went down to this little cafe to take a break from the session and i met this girl, her names billie."
xia smiled at me knowingly as i spilled my thoughts to her.

"i'm gonna be dead honest with you, she's hot as fuck! excuse my french, but damn."
she laughed at my dumb self.
"so i left my phone inside the building, where therapy was, and i wanted to know the time, so i went up to the girl, and i asked her what time it was," i facepalmed as i told the next part of the story.

i told xia the rest of the story while she listened as if it were the most interesting thing she'd ever heard. we ended the conversation talking about how she'd heard about a girl named billie on soundcloud, apparently she sounds like an angel so i'll have to look into that.

"have fun dreaming about billie." she giggled getting up from my bed and walking towards the door, she started speeding up when she saw me pick up one of my pillows, about to throw it at her.

when i heard the door click shut, i put my pillow down and laid back into my bed.
picking up my phone i decided to go through my socials. it was when i was scrolling through my explore page when i saw a girl that looked eerily similar to billie. that's when i realised it was her, dumb bitch.

i clicked on her profile and saw that this girl had over 1 million followers, damn.

after some stalking i decided to follow her, i doubt that she would even see the notification as this girl is literally a celebrity but a girl can dream.
i spend the rest of my day watching movies and then crashing on the couch.

a/n
hi :)
stay safe and social distance, lub u all 💞

also i haven't read this back imma do that tomorrow so i apologise for any spelling mistakes lolz