[BL] Bearly Attracted | #MewGulf (Completed)

Chapter 5

Mew

For the first time, I felt so different. The more I look at him, the more my heart ache. I felt the sudden urge to pull him to me, hug him. I felt the urge to grab his hand and hold tight. But I don't want to appear as a scary person. We've known each other for a day but I felt like I've known him for years. There's so many unanswered questions and so many I would like to ask him, but he's just a young boy. Maybe he doesn't. Plus he's not like the type would stick with Aim. He's younger than Aim, so I doubt they knew each other. But why everything he does, reminds me of Aim? The way he talk, the way he look at me, the way he smile. the way his eyes shine. I've got to admit, I felt flustered. Call me an idiot or scary but I just want him. I don't care who he is. If he reminds me of Aim, I'd want him.

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Gulf

Am I falling in love with him? I guess, I do. My heart beats fast whenever I look at him. When I look at him, I felt pain. Not that kind of pain when you felt like thousands of splinters on your feet. It's more of sad kinda pain. I just want to be in his embrace and never letting go but I don't want to be rude and look like an idiot or probably crazy? I don't know. I just want to be with him, hug him and never letting go. Am I crazy?

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They look at each other for quite some time until Mew look away and break the awkward moment. "It's late." he said, as he look at his watch. "I'll send you home. Come." he added. Gulf nodded. They walk back to the car and Mew drove Gulf home. "Where do you stay?" he asked. "I stay at this apartment ; XXXXX, Phi." he replied.

Mew key-ed in the address provided in his GPS. He look at Gulf who is hugging himself. "Are you okay?" he asked. "I'm cold." Gulf said. Mew turn down the air-conditioner lower. He stopped at the side of the road. He turn behind as he grab his leather jacket. He then place it on Gulf who look at him, feeling confused. "Turning down the air-cin doesn't help that much. I hope this makes you feel a little warm." Mew added. Gulf gave a warm smile. Mew smile back and he started to drive.

About half an hour, they finally reached. "Thank you Phi, for the meal." Gulf said. "Well, thank you to you too, for agreeing to meet and also kept me accompany for today " Mew responded. Gulf got out of the car as he made his way to the apartment.

"Wait."

Gulf turned around to see Mew out of his car and staring at him. "Yes?"

"Well, are you free tomorrow?" Mew asked. Gulf nod.

"Will you go out with me?"

Gulf smile. "Alright."

Mew smile. "Take care. I fetch you around 10am." Mew added. He got in the car and drove off, keaving Gulf smiling widely. Mew chuckled as he drove off. He just couldn't believe that he ask the boy out, which he's surprised of himself but he glad he did. At least he got some balls.

The Next Day..

Gulf woke up as the alarm goes off. He grab his phone and he check if there is any missed texts or calls. Mostly it's from his school or his friends which he responded really quickly. He then look at the clock. "Okay, so I have half an a hour left before he reach. Gotta see what I should dress up for today."

He look through his closet as he stood still, thinking what to wear. "What should I wear today? Black? Purple? Pink? Hmm, maybe something simple?" he muttered to himself. After half an a hour of contemplating what to wear, he decided to wear a simple brown oversized T-shirt with black ripped jeans. He placed them on his bed. He grab his towel and he head to the bathroom for a quick shower.

As soon as he got out of the bathroom, he hurriedly wore his clothes and fixes his hair and spraying some cologne.

Buzz...

Gulf took a look at his phone and he received a text from Mew.

"I'm already here."

Gulf smiled. He fixes his hair for the last time and he grab his essentials stuff before rushing out of the apartment. He soon realised that both of them wore a couple tee. Mew, with his brown Tshirt tucked in his black skinny jeans. Mew gave a soft, little and sweet laugh as he looked at Gulf's shocking expression. "You're ready to go?" he asked. Gulf nodded. "Alright." he replied.

Mew opened the car door for Gulf which Gulf knew what it means therefore, Gulf muttered a soft thank you. As Gulf fasten his seat-belt, his eyes wanders off as he focuses on Mew who is starting the engine. He can't help but to blush.

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They have no idea where to go so they decided to go to a nearby park and have a walk while talking about things.

"What's your full name, Phi?" Gulf asked.

"Mew Suppasit Jongcheveevat." he replied. "What about you?"

"Gulf Kanawut Traipipattanapong."

"Hmm.."

They decided to know more about each other. Mew was able to find more about Gulf, himself and Gulf was able to find more about Mew, as well. As they were busy talking about each other, Gulf decided to look around when he noticed a Buddhist temple nearby. "Should we go inside and pray, Phi?" Gulf asked. "Alright, let's go." he replied.

They made their way to the temple, they removed their shoes and they paid their respects to the monks and they lighten up the incense as they made their offering. They did their prayers. As Mew completed his part, he got up, standing at the corner, waiting for Gulf. As soon as Gulf completed his prayer, they were about to leave when they were stopped by a monk. They paid their respect and the monk blessed them. Gulf noticed a station where you are allowed to write a wish on a paper and then you were to place it into a container where they'll burn it for you. "Phi, please wait a while. I'd like to write a wish."

Mew nodded. He look at Gulf who hurriedly walk to the station as he greeted the individual who gave him a paper and a pen. He didn't realised that the monk was standing next to him until he spoke out. "He reminds of you of someone you've lost, isn't it?"

Mew turned and look at the monk. "H-H-How did you know?" he said. "God's grace never failed, my boy. If he indeed the one, he's the *one*." the monk added.

Mew look at him confusingly. "You lost someone dear to you, but he had lost something even more. Everything happens for a reason. In life, we shouldn't take chances lightly. Everything has it's own consequences. If indeed it is, it'll happened. All you can do is just embrace it. Do not dwell into the darkness any longer, my dear. The chances is there. Right infront of you." he spoke.

Mew sighed. "But I don't know. He resembles so much like my dead wife but it's not possible for him as my wife's reincarnation. It's impossible."

The monk smile. "There is no such thing as *impossible*. If God want it to happen, it will. All you need to do is have faith. Open your heart. Open your mind. Think of it as a change. Nobody would want you to suffer. And I know your wife wouldn't want it to happen either. God gives you life, take it. Don't lose it. That young man, there's something about him that makes him special and makes him even more attracted to other people. His aura, is something that not all humans have. He's rare and you're lucky, very lucky. God loves you, and he gave you a nice gift. Right infront of you." The monk added.

Gulf looked up and smile. Mew smile back. "Remember, there's only one chance. One chance. Take it or leave it."

Mew was about to ask the monk when he turned around, the monk is no where to be found. He turn around and tried to find the monk but he wasn't around neither he was there.

And he wonder, what does it mean?