I didn't let anyone say anything to me, the whole performance was just me focussing on him and his beautiful face. I had never missed him as much as I did, tears streamed down my face as my sister gripped my hand. "are you okay, Rhi?" she asked me, I didnt answer, after the performance I collapsed my head into my hands. "I'm fine sissy" I told her as I sniffled, she was rubbing my back. all I wanted to do was cry, so I went to my room and collapsed onto my bed in a ball. I heard a knock at my door, I didn't answer and my sister came in, "Sis?" she said with a quiet voice, I was sobbing so hard I couldn't talk. Finally my words came out "Tahn..." she came and sat next to me holding me, "I miss him, sissy" I told her while I sobbed, "I know you do baby, I know... Maybe you should text him?" I looked at her with my puffy red eyes, I couldnt. I just couldnt, it was too hard, I knew he wanted to talk, but I didn't let myself be put in more pain then what I was in...
It was getting late and my sister had fallen asleep with me, I was still wide awake. It was about 11:30 and I woke her up. "Sis..." i said softly, "mhm?" she replied, "come on sissy, I'll put you to bed" I picked her up and took her to her room, I layed her down quietly and softly so she wouldn't wake up. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and whispered; "goodnight Tahnee, sissy loves you". I closed the door behind me and went to sleep.
It was morning, and it wasn' just a casual morning, something was different. It was 11:38am, I felt someone holding me, an arm gripped me around my waist and I could feel someone breatheing on my neck... We were close, practically spooning together, it was nice... But it also wouldve been fantastic if I knew who it was. I turned my body over only to see that face... That face I missed so dearly, and heavily. It was beautiful. HE was beautiful. I had missed him so much and couldn't help myself, I softly placed my hand on his jawline, and whispered... "Jayden." I was confused but totally fine with how I was at that moment. He was just amazing, until I finally caught myself in the moment.
Why was he here? How did he get here? Who let him in? All these questions, and after awhile it didn't matter, I went back to sleep for about half an hour, only to wake up to someone giggling.
"goodmorning my princess" I blinked a few times to see Jayden sitting up in bed, it wasnt a dream... He was there... And he was all mine (well I thought he was) I sat up and jumped on him pushing him off my bed, I was so happy to see him. We playfully rolled around on the floor, as we used to.
"Did you miss me?" he said with a smile on his face, "Jayden" I said with a serious face "yes, babe" he said as he scanned my eyes, "I love you" I told him and he kissed me on my forehead, "I love you too." I attacked his lips with a passionate kiss that went for a long while, and I missed every second of it and I opened my eyes with tears as our connection was still within. "What's wrong?" he asked as he pushed my hair behind my ear, "Nothing... I-I just missed you" his serious face turned into a smile and made me smile back.
I was in the kitchen making us some toast, he came in and sat down at the table, no one was home of course, so I wondered how he got inside and why he came here. "Why did you come here?" I said breaking the silence in the room. "You're sister texted me this morning telling me to come down and suprise you" I was surpised alright, I had no idea what was happening. "Oh." I said "Did you watch my performance last night?" he asked curiously, I paused for a few seconds and looked at him; "Yes" I replied, "It was beautiful" I added. "I'm glad you liked it... It was for you" I blushed and kissed him.
"That reminds me!" he said "What?" I replied, "Wait here" I waited for a good 2 minutes and he came back into the room with flowers and a card, a sorry card... Great, I had totally forgot about what happened and why we were fighting, until now. He saw my face go from a smile to a frown. "We need to talk" he said deeply but quietly, "I know we do" I replied.
