*Note: This part is from a few days before the night of the live shows*
*Note: There will also be another Jaydens POV after this one.*
It was Thursday, and still running through my head was her. She was still all that made me happy. I wanted to just hug her like I always would, and hold her curvey hips that I missed. Her cute smile and laugh was just all I wanted to hear, let alone her voice. For the next performance we found out we were doing Lego House, and I was so excited. I really wanted her to watch our performances more, because everywhere I go the fans have been asking about her and how we are since they havn't seen her with me lately, and I heard she stopped watching the show and had started working.
I woke up from a bucket of water being poured onto my head and as I instantly opened my eyes I saw Julian on the other side of me, "Rhiannon... Rhiannon I miss you... Where are you, Rhiannon?" he laughed and teased me, "shut up" I said as I put my head back onto my pillow, "you say her name is your sleep you know... How is she?" he asked as he put the bucket on the floor, "I don't know... Ask her" I groaned and opened my eyes slowly. I still think shes going to be next to me when I wake up. Sometimes, in the middle of the night I'd just wake up out of the blue after having a dream about her. I'd wake up with tears coming out of my eyes and my arm would be stretched out trying to search for her on her side of the bed. It was hard, I could never sleep; Nerves, stress and love got the better of me and I knew I had to clear things, I guess I just didn't know how to.
"Come on man... Pull yourself together" Julian said to me grabbing onto the back of my neck as I sat up in bed, "I guess I just miss her, you know?" I looked down into my palms, "yeah I know, bro" he replied back to me, "we should go out tomorrow... I uh... I really want to buy her a present" I said as I looked into julians eyes, "I'll come with you alright, man" he patted my back and went to the kitchen.
It was 4:00 and we had rehersals. I just layed on the couch pretty much the whole afternoon while the boys went to the beach, but I didn't feel like getting attention right now. I watched a few comdies to cheer myself up and before I knew it the boys had gotten back from the beach and we were off to rehersals and filming. I was trying to keep my head up and get myself together while we rehersed. Finally at 6:00 we could go back to the hotel and decided to get some fish and chips for dinner. It seemed they asked about her alot, Julian realized I was upset the most because the other boys were more focussed on the performances, but Julian was still the one there the most. "Alright that's it" he said with anger in his tone, "we need a game plan" he continued, I had the most confused face on me. "let's go onto the computer and search for a few things maybe we could buy her" my face had turned into a massive smile. "What about this?" he said as he pointed to a nice ring on the screen, "do you not know how expensive that is?" I commented, but he didn't say anything and just kept scrolling. After an hour of looking I finally opened my eyes to something. It was beautiful. A bracelet that had a thick chain a heart with a lock in the middle, we had a closer look at it and it appears that there was a key at the back of it; "That's it, that's the one" I said to Julian pointing at the screen with a smile on my face, but then, he looked at the price "$330?!, ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THIS?!" he yelled as my ear popped, "yes" I said with a cheeky but innocent voice. Just as we stopped searching, Zach, Trent and Will all came out all looking nice; "And... Where are you going?" Julian said with a confused face, "on a date with Mikayla" Will said, "to a club" added Zach and Trent in sync, "where was our invite?" I asked, "yeah well you's were looking on your little laptop, nice pick by the way, it's a nice bracelet" Will respondered, Julian and I looked at eachother as he shrieked his shoulders, "alright well cya" he said to the boys "bye" they all said in sync and left, "looks like it's a night in for Jules and Jaydo!" Julian added as he put a movie on. We watched Horrible Bosses and a few other movies, until we fell asleep on the couch.
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I woke up this morning with the worst back pain, after sleeping on the sofa for the night. Julian was on the other end of the couch. I got up and went to my room to check my phone and if the boys had made it home safely, turns out they did. There were no messages or missed calls from her, just a few Twitter notifications and messages from my friends and family members. I went into the kitchen and looked at the time, it was 12:00pm; "Ohmygod!" I sprinted to Julian and jumped on him trying to wake him up so we could finally go buy this bracelet for Rhiannon. He woke up instantly and told me to go away, I;m guessing he didn't have the best sleep either. After finally getting Julian up, I took a shower, put on some nice pale blue jeans, my Vans and my "The sky's the limit" shirt and added a dog tag necklace and ring to my thumb. I put on my favourite mens cologne and julian and I were off to go to the shops while the other boys were still asleep. It was a nice day so we decided to walk to the plaza. As we walked in a mob of girls crowded around us, finally we made it to the shop and asked the girl at the counter if she could find us the bracelet because we showed her a picture of it, "Awww!" the girls all said as they may have realized that I was getting this bracelet for Rhiannon. I turned around and smiled at the girls while Julian nudged me and wiggled his eyebrows.
I looked at the bracelet, "wait..." I said to the girl serving us, she looked up at me as she held the bracelet in the box, I looked at the price. "$500?" I said to her, "yeah sorry, if you were looking at the website, we havn't actually updated it in awhile due to technical difficulties, sorry about that" I saw Julian drop his mouth as I opened mine the slightest bit, the girl started to walk away to put the box and bracelet back; "Wait!" I said to her as she turned around, Julian looked at me with a face saying 'What do you think your doing? Do you understand that PRICE?!' he nudged me as I looked at him, I was looking forward and back at the girl, Julian AND the bracelet, I had to make my mind up quickly since they were waiting for my decision. I was silent for about 20 seconds, Julian knew exactly what I was doing and put his head in his hands as I looked back at the girl waiting patiently, then... "we'll take it" I said.
