Lost (Troye Sivan)

15. Arguement

Jacob's POV
I saw the news. I saw it. Troye is dating with me for only a few days and he's cheating on me. Big news:). I can't believe Troye will betray be like that, he told me he's gay! Turnt out maybe he's bisexual. He lied to me. I shouldn't have trust him. I can't take it anymore, even my loved one is cheating on me. I'm sorry pillow, I cannot hold my tears, I really trusted him..

*knock knock*

"It's Troye!!!" Troye shouted from the outside.
Of course I knew it was him. He must be wanting to explain stuffs. I don't wanna trust him anymore.
"Fuck off!!!!!" I cried.
"Let me explain!! I.."
"Shut up and leave!!!!" My tears burst more.
But he just won't stop knocking the door and disturbing me, so I opened the door. I slammed the door and screamed at him, "I HATE YOU"
Fuck troye. Fuck the whole world.
"That's just my friend!!" His eyes became bright red.
"Friend? You hugged and kissed her!!"
"From which photo did you see me kissing her?!" He cried with me too.
I grab my phone and open the same news article, but I can't find a photo that Troye's kissing her 'friend'. There are only captions about it.
"See? That's really just my friend please trust me." Troye sobs.
I won't believe in him. He already got a boyfriend and he got so close with a girl? And call that a 'friend'? Troye hugged her. Troye must be lying. "You think I'm dumb?" I punch him on the chest. I must have accidentally punched him too hard, because he fell on the floor. "You don't trust me but you trust the fucking news article. I thought you loved me, Jacob." He finished sobbing, wear back his mask and cap and left my house. I've never seen him that angry before that it scared me a little.
Did I really did the wrong thing? I started to regret what I've did. I should have talked to him calmly? Dang I lost my mind just now...

I thought for a long time and think that I should apologize. I know Troye, if he was lying he wouldn't be so angry and cry. He must be feeling wronged. So I texted him:

(Texting)
Me: I'm sorry.
Troye: I'm gonna reply you later, I have a lot of work to deal with.
Me: Hey Troye I'm sorry for mistaken you and hitting you. I know you're busy but I feel regretful now..
Troye: ttyl

Damn... He never replied my messages like that before, i'm very sure he must have felt wronged. At this moment I wish I could punch myself.