Lost (Troye Sivan)

6. Confused

Jacob POV
"Go with me!! Pleaseeeeee" My 11 years old cousin has been begging me for so long. I don't want to go to any concerts. "Pleaseeeee... that singer Troye Sivan is very charming and his songs are so goooddd!!! Please go with meeee" She begged and begged.
Wait... Troye Sivan?! Oh god that name... That name is same with... same with my friend that died in a Cruise Trip accident 15 years ago. I will never forget how terrifying that trip is. How lucky that me and my family didn't die... "Hey! So are you going with me or not!" My cousin made a silly face to me. "I'm sorry but on that day I'm busy I have a lot of things to.." "No you don't ! Stop making excuses !" She shouted. "Okay fine fine i'm going with you"

(The day of Troye Sivan's Concert)
Troye Sivan... No he's dead... Oh wait there are a lot of Troye Sivans on earth. I must be overthinking.. Theres no way that it's him..

(At the Bloom Tour)
Troye Sivan started singing. His amazing voice really made me in love with him. At first I just sat there and watched my cousin and other fans being high, but as time passed, I started to get excited and sang along. Hahha I am brainwashed by his great songs.
Then, I saw him shaking hands with other fans. I cannot take my eyes of him, he looked so familiar, and his name is same with the friend that died 15 years ago... Don't tell me that it's him!!! No way... 
I looked at him, and his eyes found me. He stared at me and so did I. Wow, a famous singer was looking at me. Um what does he want me to do? So I just screamed something like "Troye Sivan!" And he looked away.

(After the Concert)
"How was the performance? It was so good right? Troye is so handsome right??? His voice is amazing right??" My cousin was so happy that she cried because she saw Troye.
"Yeah it was good." I smiled.
I was about to leave, when I saw Troye again. He didn't look at other fans but me. My cousin waved bye so I did the same. He looked really familiar, dang...

(At home)
I can't stop thinking about Sivan, so I took out some very old photos in my wardrobe. I kept a lot of things there. My old medals, my old notes and my old photos. There were so many things that it took me an hour to find those pictures that we took 15 years ago in the cruise. Finally, I found one old picture. It was so old that the sides of the photo became yellow and the photo was so blurry. I can't see Troye's face clearly. I can just see myself and my family and Troye's family-
Wait-
TROYE's FAMILY!!