𝓦𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓻𝓼

Chapter 18-Flames

*Addison's POV*

A long stare began to form between us.Its been a while since that atmosphere was between us not gonna lie.We both knew it may turn in something we dont want right now. No,im lying.We wanted it but it wasnt fair.Neither for the boys or for us.But damn it i wanted it so much.I wanted to kiss her lips again like  nothing happened and we are still a couple.God i never took my time to look at how beautiful she looked until that night.The light of the moon reflected on her beautiful face and i realised one thing: even tho we might not be together we will always be that couple.We will always have each other even if we want to admit it or not.Because i promised her this is forever.And it really is.I leaned slowly to see if thats what she wanted too.Dixie turned her back at me and i could feel her frustration.

"Addison..we cant" she says looking everywhere but not in my eyes.So she wanted it too.Of course she did.That is right we cant.But i dont fucking care.I leaned with all my force cupping her face but of course nothing could go how itshould.

"Hey we are back!"Griffin and Bryce say coming in.I could see Dixie's embarassed look as she took her bag and told us

"Im leaving.Addi can you drive me home please?"she asks.

"Of course." i said taking my stuff too.

"We can drive you too no need to bother."Griffin says looking at us both.

"Its fine babe i need to talk to Addison anyways.See you tomorrow!" Dixie says leaving.

"Bye i guess" i say leaving fast so i could catch up with Dixie.

"What was that?"i ask breathing heavily when we finally get to my car.

"What was what?"she asks trying to play dumb.it was kinda cute not gonna lie.

"Oh you know what.Look if there is something you need to tell me im here ok? I will always be."

"I know.But i wanna go to the place.I feel like it."she says already getting in the car.This girl doesnt wait even a bit she knows what she wants.Thats another thing i love  about her.

"Ok the."i say hopping i the car too.The 'place' was the one we always went after her therapy sessions or when she felt sad.The one i showed her.The one that got us closer."You wanna be alone or should i come with you too?"

"Please come with me.I need to talk to you about something and thats the only place i feel safe." What is it about her that makes me wanna move all the world from its place so i can see her beautiul smile?

"Of course.Im actually glad you like it" i say smiling and starting the car.

"Addison did you know you are the best girl that ever existed right?"Dixie says giggling.I cant help but blush.The power a girl,a simple basic rich spoiled girl,how  the others would describe her,has over my is totally crazy and mind blowing.Im only 19 but i feel like i own the world just standing near her.I start thinking about how i fell for her and if you asked me 9 months ago how i see my future i would never expect this.But im actually very glad it is like this.Cause all  that happened brought us closer and closer.A tiny crush on my best friend turned into this beautiful love.Kind of progress if you ask me.

After about 20 minutes of driving and talking and laughing we get to the spot.Dixie gets out of the car and runs like crazy.I dont even try to catch up with her since my legs are like 1 centimeter.

"Jeez Dix what the fuck happened to you?" i ask when i finally get there and i see her standing still looking at the water.

"Come here Addi" she says turning her back to me and pointing at a spot near her.

"Dixie whats going on youre scaring me" she wants to talk about something serious and that gets me worried a little considering what was about to happen at the restaurant.

After 5 minutes she finally starts to talk being nervous and tensioned as well.WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON.

" I know you already moved on and you are in love with another boy.With ur boyfriend.And that makes me frustrate as fuck but i have nothing to lose so i will try.Addison Rae Easterling its been 2 months since i havent kissed your lips and thats the things i miss the most right now.I lied to you that day i broke up with you.I will always love you and i really tried to stop but i cant.I just cant.These months have poved me that i wont.I know you may be wondering what am i doing with Griffin then.Well i signed a contract for a fale relationship and i wasnt allowed to date anyone else yet.But tomorrow its over.I couldnt wait till the next day cause i cant help but wake up early every single morning and stare.And think how much i love you.How much i want you to be mine again.How much i want to show everyone my baby.Its very selfish for me to do this right now i know it since you were so hurt by me and ur finally happy again with somebody else.But i had to try.That day i wanted to kill myself,i wanted to do it because i didnt want a live without my little blondie.Without my Addison.You dont have to say anything,you dont have to feel the same.But i know what i want.And i want you"she says and tears start filling my eyes.2 months.60 days i waited for this.I knew this day was gonna come and im glad i never gave up.

I may regret this but you know what? I dont care.I do not care about morals,about fans,about Bryce or Griffin or anything.I only care about her now.

"I kn-" she tries to apologize but its too late.My lips are already on hers.And flames start coming out.fireworks start exploding above our heads.

"I love you so much Dixie D'amelio" i say breaking the kiss.

I could feel her smile through our lips that were still connected.

"Really?"

"Always and forever.Now come on i know a spot where we can go on" i say grabbing her hand running where i knew i left some sleeping bags and snacks some days ago when we were planning on coming camping.

We continued to makeout until she looked in my eyes for permisson.It was gonna happen.I noded and we both took off our shirts and jeans and laid down,with her coming on me.

"I guess imma fall asleep looking at my sun" i say kissing her

AND FROM HERE YOU CAN IMAGINE WHAT HAPPENED OK IM NOT WRITING SMUTS SORRY.

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