With his hood down, Suga walked to the cute coffee shop. Usually couples come down here for dates, so it was a great place to have a chat with no one suspecting anything. The door jingled as he opened it, letting the baristas know that there was another customer to be served. He nodded with his head with respect as they turned their head towards him, and then scanned the room.
Lee Hoseok was seated by the window, dressed in a flannel and jeans. Feeling a gaze on him, he turns around and sees Suga staring at him. He smiles brightly, looking like the sunshine he usually is when he's not teaching.
Feeling welcomed, Suga orders black coffee and goes to the where Hoseok was sitting. He nods at him, and folds his hands together.
"So, you want help, sugar?" Hoseok asks, using the nickname on purpose.
Suga made a face. "Uhm, excuse me, my name is SugA not sugar, and yes please, sir."
Hoseok chuckles. "Of course. Now tell me, what's been bothering you? You are always so cool and relaxed when you are handling missions, what's making you lose your precious sleep?"
Suga looked at the ceiling in thought. "Ah well, you know I can't really disclose any information about missions-"
"Yes, yes, but you know anything you tell me is only going to be between us, right?" Hoseok wiggles his eyebrows.
Suga takes a deep breath. Telling someone, no matter how trustworthy they seem to be, is something that is forbidden. His whole career would be ripped from him if someone found out, and even his life might be in danger if... those assassins found out.
Did the assassins even know he was still alive?
"Suga!"
Suga blinks hard, coming back to reality. "Oh sorry sir, I may have got lost in my thoughts," he smiles sheepishly.
"Mhm, yeah." Hoseok mumbles, taking a sip of his drink as the barista comes to their table with Suga's black coffee. With kindness, he thanks the barista and turns back to Hoseok.
"Okay, well. It is really related with what you first taught me when I came to your training."
"Identity Concealment?"
"Yeah. I have just been, struggling? I am not going to tell you what the whole mission is, but you can probably put it together, considering how smart you are. I am having trouble with it, and it's very crucial because I am surrounded by people who used to know me well and see me a lot. And I'm scared that someone who is dangerous to me is still lurking around."
Hoseok caught on to the word "still." This mysterious boy, Min Suga has never told him his past clearly, but something definitely was odd about it. He made a mental note to think about it later.
"I see. Do you remember what we first talked about when I trained you?"
"Yeah. Well, sort of."
"First things first: confidence is key. If you're feeling nervous about how you are presenting yourself, even a class full of dumb high schoolers (aka the author) will be able tell. Confidence will vanquish the fear. Your brain is the most powerful part in your body, remember that."
The mint haired man nods his head furiously, trying to imprint every single word of advice he was being told into his tired mind. "Yes. I understand."
"What do you do that to train yourself to be confident?"
"Erm, listen to girl group songs and twerk and be a bad bitch?"
Hoseok slapped his forehead. "nO- you have to tell yourself constantly about what kind of personality you are going for. Write it out, detailed. If you tell yourself something enough times, your brain will make it true, as your brain is the strongest drug."
Suga heard Hoseok say that many times. It was very true, considering how much it worked on himself. It was a very weird concept - you have to control your brain in order to control yourself. Nonetheless, the mint haired man wasn't intimidated easily and he was determined to achieve what he needs to for him to reach the ultimate goal of Identity Concealment again.
"I know you're a little shaken right now because of whatever this mission is. Don't let fear consume your smartness. You are one of the most intelligent students I've met, and I know you can do solve anything without even thinking much. I can tell that this isn't a battle against someone. This is a battle against yourself."
Suga flinched at the last sentence, and his heart started hammering in his chest. It was unnerving how the statement was so related to his current situation, ironic or not. He tried to not show how anxiety was pooling up in his chest, almost reaching his throat to close it with its foul hand. Control the mind. You're fine. You're fine, Suga. You're fucking fine. Min Yoongi, you're fine. Min Suga, you're fine. Ok??! OKAY? YOU ARE FINE.
He didn't notice when the feeling in his chest died down. Smiling at Hoseok like nothing happened, he took a sip of his bitter coffee. "Thank you for meeting me, sir. I'll be on my way, I have some errands to run."
Hoseok chuckles. "Yes of course, always take care of your household. Just know if you ever want to talk to someone, I am here, okay?"
"Thank you for that, sir." Suga nods and slides out of his seat. "I'll get going now." He bows to the older man.
"Take care, Suga." Hoseok bids goodbye.
With that, Suga turns on his heel and nods at the baristas. He heads out to feel the cool autumn breeze hit him, tingling his nose and making his shiver slightly. He buries himself into his huge coat and walks down the street to go back to his home.
Hoseok still sits inside, all alone, staring outside the window into the beautiful autumn scenery, waiting. The crip, red and orange leaves were falling to the ground as he took another sip of his drink. Oh, how his work made him so lonely, just like these leaves. Leaves must work together to give the tree nutrition, only to die alone by the time frost hits. That's exactly how Hoseok felt.
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Detective Suga
FanfictionYoongi is a billionaire who has faked his own death in response to an assassination attempt and used his second chance at life to fulfill his lifelong dream of becoming a private detective. However, he finds himself in an awkward situation when he i...
