stephen x hosuh??? nani deska???

haha byyyyyeee

I think im ending this book lmao. I heard hosuh got a girlfriend. Ivu. Ooooooooh. Im happy for him! Hell yeah. But now that he has a girlfriend, i feel bad shipping/reading/writing stosuh books. Put yourself in their shoes for a sec. Imagine if you grew a fanbase. Now imagine being friends with someone. Youre close. But since every fandom has to have a ship, they ship you and your best friend. Akward. You dont say much about it and you dont take it seriously. Now imagine somewhere, on the internet, a public platform where anyone and everyone can see stuff others share,  theres fanfics of you and your best friend having hardcore sex. I dont know about yall, but i would be LOWKEY uncomfortable. That crosses the line. Heres something different, they have their internet personas and their real life personalities. Shipping their personas can be harmless. It can even be a joke. But shipping real people is kinda weird. Its normal if they are actually a thing, but its weird if its not. I dont know my point here. Long story short, i dont feel comfortable writing stuff about stosuh, even if its satire. Its like eddsworld ships. Yikes. I still ship their personas, i just dont wanna be all weird with it yknow?  Might continue this peice if garbage when i get told its okay or something. Or when i dont feel guilty. Hosuh, ivu, happy for you. I stan. Thats hella valid. Its fine if i ship the personas only. I dunno. I still feel a hint of guilt.