𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙮 ;

07

Peace.

For once, I want to be at peace. And where can I find peace?

Sometimes I find my peace in just a cup of coffee. It calms me down for a moment and it's really a good start for my day.

Sometimes I find my peace in a page of the book that I'm reading. Specially when I find an amazing phrase or quotes from that book.

Sometimes I find my peace in my favorite playlist or in my favorite song. It also calms me down and it's my medicine when my heart, soul and mind are aching.

Sometimes I find my peace in a sky full of stars. I only enioyed a perfect view of the stars in the sky when I'm in a province. I couldn't enjoy the stars in a city with a lots of tall and huge establishments.

Most of the time I find my peace in a bottle of beer or in a bottle of a whiskey. Sometimes, it takes a bottle of jack for me to calm down and to sleep with a peace of mind.Mostly.. I find my peace in the waves of an ocean. It cleanses my soul and I really love the view of the sea specially when it comes with a sunset. I find my peace in this kind of things and situation.

Bur what's my favorite kind of peace?It's the kind of peace that I always feel when I'm with you.

You're my kind of peace everytime that I doubt myself and you're always there to cheer me up.

You're my peace when all of me are already crumbling down because of the monsters and demons that I had with me.

You're my peace when my mental health issues and my spiritual beliefs are at war.

You're my peace everytime that I'm shattered and you're the one whose picking up every inch and every piece of me...

You're my peace...

Even when the people around me are saying such horrible things about me.

You're my peace in everything...

You're my peace in just a silent sob.

You're my peace in every laugh..

You're my peace even when you are afar. 

You're my only peace in the middle of a hurricane.