Yours Truly

Chapter Ten

The first six days back at home were great. We made Tiktoks, took insta pics, played board games, and even went to the park. So, I was happy to find out that my parents were coming home in 2 days so I could go back to LA to tell my friends ALLLL about it. When I woke up Friday morning Chase wasn't there. I looked everywhere for him. I figured he was just out getting breakfast. I relaxed and walked into the kitchen to let Rosie outside. A few hours passed and Chase still wasn't back. I panicked for a minute, but then realized Chase plans a lot of things, and gets busy sometimes. I went to Dixie's room and found her and Griffin watching Vampire Diaries
"Hey Charls, you okay?" asked Dixie
"Yeah, I just haven't heard from Chase all day, I'm a little worried."
Griffin gave Dixie a look and Dixie shook her head slowly. I figured they knew something was up.
"You can hang with us until he gets back if you want" Griffin suggested
I nodded my head and took a seat next to Dixie on the bed. While watching the movie we all had fun, but Chase was still on my mind. Surely, he would tell me if something happened. I got my phone and checked his Twitter, Snap, Instagram, and Tiktok. Nothing. There was nothing except for his 11:11 post last night. I texted Avani and Nick to see if they had heard anything. They both said they hadn't. So, I texted Marlena and Karissa and neither had they. I decided to text Chase instead.
-Hey Chase. I haven't heard from you all day and I'm getting a little worrid. Where are you? Are you ok?
He read it and never responded. I took a deep breath. I decided he was probrably driving. And he knows not to text and drive. I waited a little over and hour when I heard my phone ding. I jumped off the couch and picked it up. It was Chase!
-Look under your pillow. It'll explain it all.
I hesitated for a minute but then got up and slowly approached my room. I creaked open the door and snuck up to my bed. I lifted the pillow. Under the pillow was an envelope that read: For Charli D'amelio
I ripped it open and saw a note folded up. I unfolded it and saw it was one of Chase's letters that he gives me a lot.

Dear Charli,

I know you're confused on why I'm not here. Last night I had accidentally posted a picture of us cuddling and forgot that no one knew we were back together. I didn't realize it until and hour later. I deleted as quickly as I could. But, 10.5K had already seen it. And fanpages were already going crazy over it. It was chaos. My DMS started blowing up and on my feed all I saw were rude things about me. People were telling me how I didn't deserve you. And they were right. I don't. People were telling me that I had hurt you. Which was also true. And they thought if we got back together I would screw things up again. People called me names and told me I would cheat. That I would hurt you. That I wasn't worth your time. That I should leave and never come back. So, I thought about it. And that's exactly what I'm doing. No one knows where I'm headed..not even me. I hopped in my car and just started driving. I'm already on the other side of the US. I can't go home, to the hype house, or be with you. Because I know that what they're saying is true. That I am a failure. I'm no good. I don't deserve the life I have with you or the amazing other people. This is my goodbye. I'm sorry Charli. I know right now your heart is likely broken. And, I've hurt you once again. I broke my promise. I'm sorry. I know you will never forgive me. Please don't forget me or the times we had together. I love you Charli D'amelio. I'll see you in my dreams tonight.

Yours Truly

Cole Chase Hudson.

PS: I left my cologne and two hoodies for you on the counter to remeber me by.

TO BE CONTINUED!