I write
I cry
Typing the pages begging for attention
All I want is someone to see
See past my mask
See me for who I am
See how broken I am
I don't wanna be fixed
I just want someone at my side
He is at my side
Or, so he says
Everyone knows him
Everyone wants him
Everyone needs him
He always goes here
He always goes there
When he has time
It is too himself lately
I am tired
I am so tired of fighting every day
Swallow those tears, I say
Force that smile again
Find something to take the time away
Still, I count every minute
I run to answer each text
Takes an hour to hear back
It's getting rather sour
My heart aches
It hurts
As it did before
I thought he was different
He is different
And yet he is not enough
I write when I hurt
But it is a pain unknown
There is no label for it
Not physical
Can't be seen
Can't be treated
Not by medication
Not by words
Only I know it's there
No proof to show
Just my dying heart
Just my body crumbling
Then
His hand is there
He is here
I'm alright
He pieces me together again
I am smiling, truly
I laugh
I play
Joy fills me till I overflow
He plays me like a violin
He knows each string
The sound matches his heart
We match in perfect harmony
He plays me for hours
Then
He kisses my notes goodnight
My heart already starts to reverse
It was gone again
That joy I beg to keep
He holds it in his smile
He shares it with everyone
His friends
His family
When a girl asks him
Who do you hold at night
That smile again
Not at them
I'm on his mind
Yet, we are apart
Come back
I write
I cry
I type until my pain is numb
Goodbye, my love
See you tomorrow
Tomorrow turns into the next day
I am needing you at my side
My world is dying
You are all I have!
You are all I breathe!
Can't you see?
How I change
With you, all troubles vanish
We solve them like detectives
You bring out my confidence
You bring out my wild
You bring out the girl terrified to be seen
She hates the spotlight but wants it
She hates socializing but wants friends
She pushes everyone away
Except you
Without you
I am eaten alive
The demons are awake tonight
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Life poems
RandomThese are poems of love, loss, fear, teenage life that I express and what to be heard. Some maybe triggering in warning and others will make you smile depending but I hope you all enjoy
