I couldn't resist my 𝐄𝐱-𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝'𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐝

Pt.6

Unedited & I wasn't finished writing but I just wanted to update since it was taking a while.

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"Oh baby," I whisper, pulling away from his lips. He fervently palms my bottom muttering filthy words into my ear before his middle finger finds it's way to my crotch.

"You're so sexy," he says, leaning down to place kisses on my neck.

"So are you"

"I could do this all day Seth." Another grope on my ass.

"You're addicting" He whispers so sensually. I run my fingers through his hair as he starts leaving small kisses to the back of my ear. Out of no where, I  thought back to the pictures I found downstairs.

The pictures of his family. They seemed so happy.

He had a wife and kids. An image flashed across my mind quickly, it was of his son. His innocent little boy.

Dammit. I couldn't do this, it's not me. I couldn't ruin this family. Sure, I hated Sabrina but, I didn't want to be like her. Too late for that Seth.

I abruptly pull away from him and gave him a look of worry once I realized what I -we were doing. He looked to me- slightly dazed- with a questionable stare before I opened my mouth,

"We can't," I  said softly, pushing him even further back he immediately understood and looked away sighing, "you can't."

He ran his hand through his hair and groaned , "fuck" as he looked back at me; staring me up and down. I looked down to his fully sported erection before looking away. I knew he saw me staring at it and so he adjusted himself before speaking. 

He was extremely sexy but as much as I wanted to bed him -again- he wasn't available.

"Dammit - Seth. I'm sorry." Hearing his husky voice, I groaned and nodded, gnawing on my bottom lip. Yeah, me too.

"I'm such a jerk, I totally went ham on you. I went out of control and started feeling you up. But I'm sorry that-"

Oh god, I could only stand there in embarrassment. This man is gonna drive me mad if he keeps talking. I don't want to stop but seeing that you're married, I have no choice.

"- I don't regret it one bit."

My head snapped to him immediately. What ?? He was looking at me plainly and I almost thought that I was hearing things but then he says,

"I just-" he sighs, "can't stop myself when I'm around you," his expression changes to one of discomfort, "this- this boner won't go down when I'm around you."

I blush profusely once he says that. Oh god. Not once did he mention that this was wrong because he had a wife.

"I'm sorry if I may sound like a prepubescent little boy but," he approaches me and takes hold of my hands before staring into my eyes. "Something about you.."

He was about to finish his sentence before we heard the door downstairs close and a faint 'dad'. Sabrina.

I groan and smack my head. I look at him and he was clearly alarmed. He mutters 'shit' and in a monotone voice,

"You gotta go. Please leave, my daughter is here." I knew he'd tell me that but actually hearing that made me feel a type of way, cheap almost.  Like he didn't care about me at all.