Poetry Collection 1

This broken friendship

I wonder how it all ended
but realized that it was too complicated
that I couldn't even tell when it ended exactly.
You were one whom I called my best friend
but all I could think of was
was it only me who felt that way....
and that you didn't....
I don't even know what I did wrong
How can you not tell me?
Why can't you give me another chance
to make up for whatever I did?
It was too heartbreaking
to part from one you've been closed to so long.
Again I wonder
was it only me who felt that way.....
Your rudeness and cruelity
and indifference to our friendship,
washed over me in a never ending flood of tears.
All that I can wish for is
to strengthen that lost bond.
Yet I fear the bruised wounds
will never heal....
Looking at your empty glance now
I realized that
my wish already sounds empty.
Too empty now that the gap cannot be filled.
Yet the wounds still remain unhealed.
Eventually it dawned upon me.....
that this was not that simple an argument
that we had at times.
This is a never ending approach to a
sorrowful parting
So now I understand....
that people who are meant to be with me
will be with me.
Others...
you provided me the best example.
This broken friendship
taught me one lesson
that will remain in my remembrance forever.