Bird-Nappped |~| Dabi x Hawks |~|

Scars That Won't Reverse ((Blood Warning))

((Hawks Point of View))

Why am I the one that was kidnapped? Why did I watch that video? Why am I still here? I want to go home. Home. I'm homeless now. No money, no home, no hope. Why me? Why does it always have to be me? 

These thoughts were running through my head at night. I couldn't sleep. What's going to happen to me? WHY ME?

My head hurt with all the thinking I was doing. I pulled my hoodie closer to me and tried to get comfortable on the couch. This couch is lumpy and hard. I laid there until sleep finally came for me.

((Morning))

There's someone near me. No two people near me. I haven't even opened my eyes yet and they're already ready to kill me. I felt someone's presence come closer to me. 

TOO CLOSE 

TOO CLOSE

The alarms in my head went off and I opened my eyes. Toga was sitting next to me and she had a knife in her hand. Shigaraki was there too. I tried to scramble away but they had completely chained me and Shigaraki was staying far away this time.

"What do you want?"

"I want your blood! But, Shigaraki here wants info on your latest mission."

"I was sick as hell and I don't remember"

"Hmm...I don't even know if you're lying. Dabi thought your sickness wasn't that bad."

"It was that bad. And I don't remember at all."

"Maybe seeing some of your blood will help you remember!"

"Do your worst school-girl"

I regret opening my mouth.

She giggled and loosened the chains enough so she could take my hoodie but I couldn't escape. She flicked her blade and ran it along my neck. It didn't draw blood but it was enough to hurt. I gritted my teeth and drew away from the blade. I only had on a white t-shirt under my hoodie. Toga pressed the blade to my skin and slid it across. This time she drew blood. I felt a searing pain in my arm. I ground my teeth against each other. Toga continued cutting my skin until my white t-shirt was red and everything was starting to get hazy from blood loss and pain. I closed my eyes and fell unconscious. 

This happened every day for almost two weeks. They were keeping me alive. I lost my will to live somewhere in the middle of last week. One day the tears I've been saving all poured out right before Toga was going to cut me again.

"Has the Hawk finally broken?"

I let out a dry sob. That seemed to satisfy Toga. I felt the blade against my skin. The cool metal had become familiar. 

"Why don't you just kill me? I'd rather die than tell you anything."

No way I'm going to tell them about the notes. The notes are safe with Eraserhead. I can't let them know. Toga moved to my wings and slid her blade along the feathers.

"I'm thinking we should un-wing this Hawk! There'll be a lot more blood!"

NO

NO

My head was screaming as Toga slid her blade along my wings. I cringed and tried to stop the flow of tears but I can't. Toga yanked my wing. I heard a pop and pain flooded my back. Toga leaped back. A scream bubbled up and I tried to stifle it but I couldn't.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" It was loud and an octave higher than usual. Toga scrambled back and Dabi came running into the room.

I tried to move my wing but it wouldn't respond. Have I been grounded forever? I curled up as much as I could and cried. I want to die. Why couldn't someone else have been kidnapped? Someone stepped closer to me. I flinched and sobbed even though they were behind me.