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This chapter is showing Madison's thoughts, nothing that special is happening.
Yet. 💋
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"D-David?" I hesitated a little. "Is it really you?"
"Well I sure as hell hope." He said looking down and up.
"Yeah, it's me." He chuckled.
At the same time we ran to each other and I sighed feeling so relieved to be in his arms again.
"But-" I backed up a little. "I thought you were dead." I said
And then I quickly turned back to reality.
"Madison?" Mr. Cox asked looking back down at the papers on his desk. I had just walked in. I daydream too fucking much. He's not coming back, I reminded myself.
"Oh" was all I could manage to say. I had totally forgotten what I came here for.
I said the first thing that came to my mind. "I can't find where my first period is." I finally managed to say.
He laughed. "The school is kind of big." It really was. He stood up and walked to the door, " come on. I'll show you."
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I quickly ran to my room and threw my shit on my carpet. And sighing, falling down on my bed. Today wasn't as bad as usual. Expect for the bus accident this morning and all the David daydreams, like usual.
Instead of taking the bus, I was avoiding Chandler you could say, I walked home. But of course I had no idea on which way was where so I'm happy I had the 'maps' app on my phone.
I guess my mom having me remember the address yesterday afternoon wasn't so bad after all. For once though, I didn't feel the need to cut. I felt "okay".
Honestly I was just tired, dizzy, and numb. My thoughts kept moving from one thing to another and slowly I drifted to sleep.
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"MADDY! MADDY! MADS!" I woke up to my mom screaming. Did I mention the fact that i locked the door? Turns out my mom doesn't have a key to get in. Finally.
I rolled my eyes and screamed back "WHAT" in the most pissed off way I could. School makes me tired as hell okay.
"Unlock this door Madison! Yell at me again I swear! You better be moving! Dinners ready you know! Maddy hurry up!" My mom just kept yapping and yapping.
I stretched and walked to the door, unlocking and opening it. " I was asleep if you didn't notice" I frowned.
"Yeah, well you shouldn't mess up your sleeping schedule." Moms have something to say about everything.
"Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay." I walked past her, not in the mood at all. I hope she understood that. Because if she didn't, I would have been slapped so hard for how I was being.
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Once we were all sitting down, "having dinner as a family," my mom and Henry keep going on about something but I was tuned out in my own thoughts.
I'm really not in the mood to purge tonight. I guess I'll have a little bit to eat? Maybe just the salad, no dressing. And some steak. I close my eyes
'You're such a fat ass.' And with that, I was done with myself. "Mom, Henry. I feel so sick. I'm gonna go lay down again. I mean if I eat I might just throw up so its not worth it. I'll eat when I feel better okay?"
My mom looked worry and smiled sweetly. "Okay honey just let me know if you need anything. I love you."
I just smiled a little fake one and walked upstairs. I'm just too tired to do anything.
