I wake up feeling weak from balling the night before. I pick up my phone out of habit and start to text Deku good morning. I hesitate before sending it. He could wake up and see it.
After I shower and get dressed I grab a piece of toast and my backpack and leave the house. Usually I walk with Deku to school but now i'm walking alone. I miss holding your hand, you damn nerd.
"Hey, Bakugou. How you feeling?" Kirishima asks when I walk into the classroom. I just shrug and sit in my seat. The empty seet behind me is a sharp reminder that i'm alone here.
At lunch I avoid sitting with my usual group of friends because i don't want anybody's condolences. I don't want their pity. They don't even know what this is like. They can't know. This is too deep, too mine, too Deku. I don't even eat my food. I just put my tray to the side and look at the sky. Damn it Deku I need you here with me. You can't die. You have to fight. You have to live.
After school I text my mom telling her that I'm going to the hospital to visit deku.
Once I see Deku still laying in his bed with his eyes still closed I get a lump im my throat. I try to swallow it and sit on the bed next to him. I lay under the sheets with him and kiss his cheek. I hold his hand in mine and let the tears fall.
After laying there and crying for like 30 minutes i climb out of the bed. I stand and walk to the door. I hear movement from behind me. I turn around and see Deku's whole body shaking. Seizure!
"Hey! Help! Somebody help! He's having a seizure!" I scream down the hall. Nurses and doctors run down the hall and rush into the room. Someone grabs my shoulder. I spin around. "Sir, I need you to wait in the lobby please." A nurse tells me.
"Damn it. That's the fifth time today." I hear a doctor say from Deku's room.
"What?! Fifth time?!"I say as she leads me down the hall.
I wait with my elbows on my knees and head down 'till the nurse comes back. I stand up when I see her. "What happened? How's he doing?"
She looks at me sympathetically." I'm very sorry.."
"No..." I say. A river rages from inside me. "NO! HOW COULD YOU LET HIM DIE!?!"
"We did everything we could..."
"Obviously you didn't because he would still be alive!" I sit down and clutch my hair."Goddamn it...!" I mutter.
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