I keep messing up. Help. I'm stuck in a loop. I feel so empty and numb and scared. It got worse then better and now it's worse again. I don't know what to do. I've tried talking but it hasn't made anything better like it promised. I want to cry but it's such hard work. I need help. But I'm selfish and don't deserve it. I need to focus on other people's problems but that becomes really hard when you have nobody to talk to. I just want to wade out to my waist in water and look at the skies. Talk to my friends all night, have good, pure moments. Again. What's wrong with me. I keep messing up. I'm typing this but I show no emotion. What's wrong with me? WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
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cover-ups and migraines
Poetry**** Started 24 March 2020 **** Random rants and poems I guarantee you need ;) °Someday we'll all be gone. So please don't bore me with you bullshit. >.<° I'd really appreciate if you read my book (^^) 🏳️🌈🌺🌸😊😘
