To Make You Come Back To Me (EXO's KAI FANFICTION) | COMPLETED

Chapter 19: His Lap (M)

It's not a new question to me anymore whenever I am asked when I will fall in love again. When I was in New York, almost all of my close friends and colleagues asked me why I wasn't entertaining everyone who has shown interest in me. I would always just reply, "I'm not looking for love right now."

I wasn't. I wasn't ever looking for love. Love comes at the most unexpected time in the most unexpected manner.

I still remember knowing Kim Jongin vividly. I was looking for a tissue paper because my stomach is really in a row that fateful day. I almost yelled at the vending machine for tissue papers and sanitary napkins because I'd already wasted a lot of my coins but it doesn't give me what I need.

"Do you need tissue?" His manly voice asked me from behind me. I could remember how he looked so worried and confused at the same time as I stared at him with my struggling face. It was so hard to hold it in when I needed to release it as soon as possible.

He didn't wait for my answer and punched the vending machine beside me. I flinched at the impact of his punch on the machine but was awed when I saw six packs of tissues coming out of it! If I had known I needed to punch it, I would've done it soon enough and not needed help from someone else.

But I didn't regret anything about knowing Kim Jongin. He was just everything I needed to make my life more meaningful. He was just everything I needed to make my life seem a little more colorful.

I wouldn't trade knowing him for anything in the world. It was the most important thing that had happened in my life.

"I love you." Jongin whispered as he laid me on the bed, kissing me deeply as he hovered slowly on top of me.

I smiled through the kiss. I wanted to tell him how much I love him too but I don't want to break this kiss. I don't want his lips out of mine. I wanted to savor his kiss. I wanted to savor this moment slowly until I could memorize how he traces my lips, how he touches my body, how he takes care of me.

His hands traveled to my sides and cautiously caressed my oversensitive skin. I almost winced when I felt his touch on my bare skin, but something else is raging inside me. I want more. I wanted to do more.

His lips traveled to my jaw, leaving soft, feather-light kisses that I would want to keep for the rest of my life. A soft moan escaped my lips as his hand touched my sensitive breasts. He kneaded my hardened nipples and I couldn't stop all the electrifying sensations raining inside me.

When he reached that one sensitive spot on my neck, I almost shouted in pleasure. I wrapped my arms around his neck, my fingers combing his hot, already-messy hair.

"Oh, Eunhye..." He uttered as he unclasped my brassier, freeing my breasts.

He lifted my top and exposed my skin in the air. He immediately placed one nipple in his mouth biting and sucking it just fine as his other hand massaged and played with the other.

I gasped as he did the same with the other. "Jongin..."

My breath is hitching. My heart is beating really fast. My mind is in haywire. The feeling is not new to me but everything seems like the first time.

It's been years since I've been touched this way. It's been years since Jongin has touched me like this.

I could go insane right at this moment. His touches, his voice and his lips are the suspect.

His lips traveled down to my stomach until he reached the garter of my boxer shorts. He pulled it down together my panties.

It was so hard for me to breathe the moment I felt his lips touch my inner thigh. It's that same electrifying feeling that I felt the first time but this time it's more intense.