1999 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 | 𝐂𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐜𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐝

6

I decided that the only sane thing I could do would be to climb out my window and escape through the backyard,or I could face them,I didn't want that.

Ryan,Get your ass up here

Why

Why are goddamn Matt
And fucking Ciaran here?

You said you'd see Matt,
And ciaran 'needs' to explain.

Fine I'll tell you when you can
Send Matt up.

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This was great,so great actually that I might not forgive Ciaran, I mean he didn't actually have a reason to call me over,he just got lucky. Ok yeah it was my fault but I didn't say 'wE sHoUlD sToP bEiNg FlIrTaTiOuS',I said he was sexy and I wanted him to nail me like a board,I have a megalodon size problem don't I?

I decided to call Ryan to let him know that he could send Matt up but before I called I heard someone downstairs say 'I know she loves me,You can't love someone so much in and have them not love you back' and it sounded like,not matt,not danny devito,not mikaela strauss,but Ciaran McGoddamnDonald.

"Hey Ry,Send Ciaran up" I said. "What about-" I cut him off,"Ciaran right now,please" I asked. Soon enough Ciaran came into my room and he looked so happy when he saw me that it hurt. "Ciaran,Do you love anyone?" I asked. "Yeah,I love a lot of people,some more than others" he said. "Ciaran,do you love me?" I asked. "I'm still trying to figure that out but I can tell you that the first time I saw you I thought 'you can't make this type of girl up' he said.

"I mean Ottawa look at you,you're a detrimental wreck one percent of the time and then the other 99% You're the most gorgeous human to ever grace this earth,And I think that's beautiful because no one is as perfect as that,but you are" He said really laying it out for me on a canvas. "Ciaran I-" I didn't even finish my sentence I just kissed him and I'll be damned if any kiss can top it.

"Ottawa do you wanna go out with me?" He asked seriously. "I mean yeah,But I mean if we did I'd want it to be lowkey until we were ready to be public" I said. ''So we're dating on the low?" He asked again. "Yessir" I said really excited. I kissed Ciaran then I said ''Now skiddadle you silly rascal" and he did.

As soon as Matt walked in my room I could tell he had been drinking. "Ottawa I just wanted to say,I would've fucked you waaaay betterrrr than cIaRaN" He said obviously drunk. "Matt,go home,you're drunk" I said. "Drunk on YOUUUU Ottawa,Like damn I've loved you since we were 19" he said still very drunk.

I sent Matt home but I couldn't stop thinking about what he said,the first time we met we were 19,I can't fathom loving someone for that long but apparently Matt can.

While in the middle of my thoughts I got a Call from Ian. "Ottawa,Ciaran is going crazy,can you come over?" he asked sounding shaken up. "What happened?" I asked concerned. "Him and Matt are going at it,they're saying and doing things that they'll regret and we need y-" He got cut off and the line went dead.

I had a gut feeling that something and you know what they say about trusting your gut....